(It felt impossible, the sounds he just barely keeps down enough for her ears only, the way he's trying to keep a grip to not let himself move, the fact he's so desperately hungry for her that he doubts just once will be enough; it all is killing him even as he makes himself hold still. Hunger mixed in with his desire for her, his want of her and even the unsaid words that hover between them with each moment drawing him closer.
Closer into the edge that he's so near with each throb, the heat at a point if one might look closely it's almost as if he's breathing tiny sparks mixed into smoke from his resonance flaring by the sweat trailing along his body.
The feeling is enough to remind him that he's alive too. That she's there, she's not gone either even with what happened, that everything will be fine. He feels all of that is better than him being so stuck within himself that even Kaeya would grow worried about his current state due to unintentionally breaking that promise.
The heat soon enough swelters into his release as he falls, fast, unable to help himself in his desire, unable to help himself from simply craving more of her with the thoughts being left behind. As he thought, one time won't be enough with the release of feelings he tried to avoid building though he's not moving just as she wanted; giving her the control she wished for from his trust, every inch of him being hers to touch though he near thought she would have tied him down too.)
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Closer into the edge that he's so near with each throb, the heat at a point if one might look closely it's almost as if he's breathing tiny sparks mixed into smoke from his resonance flaring by the sweat trailing along his body.
The feeling is enough to remind him that he's alive too. That she's there, she's not gone either even with what happened, that everything will be fine. He feels all of that is better than him being so stuck within himself that even Kaeya would grow worried about his current state due to unintentionally breaking that promise.
The heat soon enough swelters into his release as he falls, fast, unable to help himself in his desire, unable to help himself from simply craving more of her with the thoughts being left behind. As he thought, one time won't be enough with the release of feelings he tried to avoid building though he's not moving just as she wanted; giving her the control she wished for from his trust, every inch of him being hers to touch though he near thought she would have tied him down too.)