(Ah, he noticed her anxieties looks like from his choice of words. That was unintentional on his part knowing they were keeping silent on it for her sake.) ... apparently I like being edged? Was that the term? And liked it when you got commanding. (The words felt foreign to say mind you, but he did seem apologetic for nearly making her run away again. Maybe it's why he softens up for the time being with that thought in mind, hand caressing her cheek for the time being as if gathering what he should say first after that.)
The other thing we silently expressed however, I want to say it aloud whenever you don't feel the urge to run again, if that makes sense. I want the words to be something that I want to tell you at the end of it... whenever you can say you feel ready too, to hear it. (Because that was what he desires most of this. To tell her the truth of his heart once she's ready. He won't do it before then, because that's what he felt was best for her knowing that there's some things the two of them objectively aren't use to it. Not the way others are anyway.
Kaeya himself though he stuck with Diluc through thick and thin regardless of his reckless behavior prior to him eventually promising he'd do his best to not get hurt the way he would before. Somehow he wonders if he should tell her to ask Kaeya about the full extent of his recklessness before she came into the picture. It might be best anyway.)
If... you're wondering I guess more on how terrible I was at caring for myself, Kaeya does have stories. I wasn't exactly prone to caring for myself that well. (Not the way he should until after she had him promise to not do anything stupid on terms of it. Which... honestly he knows can be up in the air depending and he is starting to get better at being cautious over enraged.
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The other thing we silently expressed however, I want to say it aloud whenever you don't feel the urge to run again, if that makes sense. I want the words to be something that I want to tell you at the end of it... whenever you can say you feel ready too, to hear it. (Because that was what he desires most of this. To tell her the truth of his heart once she's ready. He won't do it before then, because that's what he felt was best for her knowing that there's some things the two of them objectively aren't use to it. Not the way others are anyway.
Kaeya himself though he stuck with Diluc through thick and thin regardless of his reckless behavior prior to him eventually promising he'd do his best to not get hurt the way he would before. Somehow he wonders if he should tell her to ask Kaeya about the full extent of his recklessness before she came into the picture. It might be best anyway.)
If... you're wondering I guess more on how terrible I was at caring for myself, Kaeya does have stories. I wasn't exactly prone to caring for myself that well. (Not the way he should until after she had him promise to not do anything stupid on terms of it. Which... honestly he knows can be up in the air depending and he is starting to get better at being cautious over enraged.
He can do that much for Eula anyway.)