[ He bites his lip, finally meeting the camera fully with his gaze once more. ]
I think about it a lot too, and how I wish it were easier to see you more. I'd like it if you could kiss me hard enough that I wouldn't have to miss you... although I think I'd miss you anyway, if I'm honest.
[ There's a pause as he considers what he wants to say next. It's something they haven't talked about since that night, and yet it feels important... ]</small
I hope it wasn't too disappointing. To learn I don't really have experience, I mean.
'I'd miss you even if we were living together,' is what he thinks of saying. Instead, he only says:] I think I'd miss you if we met every day.
[He releases a small sound of surprise. Was Kaveh feeling guilty for not having experience? Was he ashamed? He had only reacted favorably when he finally confessed to him, so Alhaitham shakes his head until he remembers that Kaveh can't hear or see him.]
It wasn't disappointing at all. I believe that I'd rather not have the experience I do have. [Which was a lackluster and disappointing row of experiences, but ones that he dove into exactly as that: experiments.] I am happy that you find me trustworthy to let me know. And… [he clears his throat.] I'm glad you want to share the experience of learning about yourself with me.
[ It's true that at the time, Euler reacted favorably. But Kaveh being Kaveh, there's a part of him that wonders whether the other will have thought more on it later, perhaps changed his mind. Or if he only acted that way in the first place because he didn't want to upset Pharos. So to hear the other express otherwise makes him relax a little.
(Of course, it helps that the other man says what he says about missing him even if they saw each other every day, too. The more they talk, the more wanted and needed Kaveh feels...)
After a moment, though, his brows raise. It's not his place, but he wonders.. ]
Is it.. okay of me to ask why? Why you'd rather not have that experience, I mean. I would've thought it would be a good thing to know what you're doing. I.. I definitely appreciated it, for my part. [ He chuckles, and bites his lip shyly. ] It felt kinda like you were taking care of me. Even when you were punishing me.
[He chuckles back, his voice leaning into something warm, while also teasing at the end.] And I was happy to take care of you and put you in your place.
[He hums to let Kaveh know that he's thinking.] I say I'd rather not have most of my experiences because they were just that: experiences. I wasn't very keen on the acts themselves, but watching and meeting you made me realize that most of what I did before was very lackluster in comparison.
I got some knowledge with them, though. [A shrug.] That I get to apply into practice with you. So, perhaps it's wrong of me to say it.
[ If he was blushing before, he's really pink now, gaze flicking away from the camera in his embarrassment. What Euler says is so intimate and sweet, but also said in such a matter-of-fact way that it has him swallowing, squirming in his chair. ]
N-no, I don't think it's wrong of you to say it, if it's how you feel. But I um.. thank you. For thinking about it that way, too. I know it's kinda selfish of me but.. I like that you did.
[ Kaveh reaches up, fans his face a little. ]
Ah— I wanna kiss you for it. I'm looking forward to seeing you again even more now.
[He chuckles, his eyes crinkling at the edges with fondness.] You look like you want to be held.
[It's said softly. So tenderly. Alhaitham is surprised something like that comes out of his own mouth. The things the man in the next room does to him...]
Why would it be selfish? I said I was happy learning with you.
Mm... I do wanna be held. [ He matches Euler's tenderness effortlessly, a soft smile at the camera as he tilts his head. ] Honestly, just lying there and talking with you, it was...
[ He pauses, biting his lip in thought. It's probably a little too desperate of him to say he liked it more than the sex, so... ]
It was almost as good as when you were fucking me.
[This is his turn to shift on his seat, setting his laptop in a different position on his lap. Suddenly, Alhaitham wants Kaveh back on his lap, and imagines keeping him there, sitting still, kissing slowly, even if he were to penetrate him.]
Oh? [He grins.] Does that mean I need to catch up with myself?
[ He may laugh, but Euler will no doubt hear in his tone that he's thinking about something a little more risqué than their exact conversation... and in fact, when he does open his mouth again it's to reveal that actually, their minds are on the exact same thing. ]
Mm... what about the best of both worlds? I'll sit on your lap again next time.. as long as you keep me close, you can do whatever you want to me.
[ His voice is a purr, and his tongue darts over his lower lip as he thinks about it. ]
Even if what I want is to make you lose your mind?
[He's quick to reply, his voice lowering just enough to grind into some sort of rough grit. Once again, Kaveh shows up to be extremely compatible and falls into sync with his thoughts. It makes him feel less of a perv, and eases the guilt of being so attracted to him that he can't help himself.]
You felt so good on my lap. I think I'll keep you there.
[ The shudder of pleasure that rushes through him is visceral to the point it's almost definitely visible on the camera, and a soft breath hisses out from his lips in response to the near-growl the other makes. ]
Yeah.. even if that's what you want, you can keep me there. I, mm.. I trust you, I know that even if you take me apart, you'll put me back together again— so it's okay if you want to, Euler.
[ A pause as his eyes flick over towards the door, and then Kaveh looks back at the camera. ]
You know.. my roommate said he would be wearing headphones this evening..
[ It's inappropriate, he knows. But isn't this part of what it means to be an adult, living with another adult? ]
[Alhaitham sets the laptop to the side of the bed, shifting once again. The heat of it was starting to seep into his trousers, and his dick was throbbing back to fullness again.
But the mention of Pharos' roommate stops him in his tracks.] Are you afraid he'll hear or...?
[ Kaveh blinks at that— and for a split second, nearly takes offence. But before he can argue, Euler is moving on, making it clear that he was only teasing— that he continues to tease, that whisper tantalizing him and making him squirm a little.
In response to the question, he pouts. ]
Of course I'll behave. I was only naughty because you were making it feel so good— but I can be good. [ A pause, as he shuffles closer. ] Let me prove it to you.
[ And here, he pauses, a momentary uncertainty on his features. He's just said he can do this right, so he wants to get it right, wants to make Euler all the more crazy, but— ]
Whatever you want. [Alhaitham is so endeared by that uncertainty, but he wants Kaveh to feel at ease. He doesn't think he's ever done it without him typing, with the direct input of his voice.]
I think I'm always seeing you regardless, right? I just want to see you.
[ He smiles at that. He still doesn't quite understand what Euler's asking, but he gets the impression from what he says that anything will be okay. So he nods, and after a moment pushes his chair back, standing up and adjusting the angle so that the other can see him more clearly— including the erection starting to strain at the front of his faux-leather pants. ]
Okay... I'm gonna try something. I've never done this for anyone before, okay?
[ His sex toys are still packed, after all— so instead, he'll turn himself into the toy, so to speak. With his eyes on the camera, he runs his hands slowly over his own body, breath hitching as he brushes against the front of his pants before his fingers lift to the hem of his shirt, tugging at it slightly before lifting his arms to strip it off, slow and (he hopes) tantalizing. ]
[Oh. He's already hard. Alhaitham fixates on the shape of him against his trousers, his memory flooded with the weight of his erection when he had held it in his mouth. He bites at his lower lip, craving it again, coveting the skin stretched taut over Kaveh's stomach as he peels off his shirt, wanting it for himself.]
You're beautiful. [He rasps, leaning his head against the pillow.] I still remember how good your skin felt. How good it tasted.
I remember too. It's why I'm hard already— just thinking about you.
[ His voice is a whisper as he looks at the camera— it's a good thing he spent so much money on a good microphone when he first started streaming, because every breath is picked up, even from this distance. The whispers in answer, the soft hitch as his fingers brush over his own nipples as he drags the shirt off, tossing it aside onto the floor. ]
What would you do, Euler? If you were here right now?
I'd kiss you first. [Eager, rapid-fire answers as his mouth gapes at the sight. If Pharos were in the room with him. If Kaveh were in the room with him, it would be the first thing he'd do.
It's the only thing he has felt like doing. So much he's dreamed of it.] Until your lips are red. Until you're panting and clutching at me. I'd make your knees buckle.
And I'd keep you there. On your knees. To show you how hard I am already.
[ For a moment, he pauses and just gapes, another visceral shudder passing through him as he stares at the camera, a soft whimper finding his lips in answer to those words. Fuck. Oh fuck he wants that. His teeth press into his lower lip, and his chest rises and falls rapidly as he processes, as he tries to find the right thing to say. ]
I.. fuck. Euler, I..
[ He turns abruptly to the side, hands shaking as he tears open one of the boxes, digging into it and resurfacing with the toy he bought for their private chat, turning to show it to the camera. ]
[Some shuffling goes through the microphone on Euler's end.
Tugging his pants and underwear so they're wrapped around his thighs, Alhaitham sighs when his erection springs free, already beading expectantly. Needing to be touched. Kaveh would probably lean in and suckle the precum with a smile, maybe flick his tongue over the slit.
His cock twitches.] Fuck.
Yeah, baby. Get on your knees. I want you to taste me.
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[It's an earnest question. Alhaitham didn't mean it, but he nonetheless enjoys Kaveh's reaction.] I still think of our meeting.
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[ He bites his lip, finally meeting the camera fully with his gaze once more. ]
I think about it a lot too, and how I wish it were easier to see you more. I'd like it if you could kiss me hard enough that I wouldn't have to miss you... although I think I'd miss you anyway, if I'm honest.
[ There's a pause as he considers what he wants to say next. It's something they haven't talked about since that night, and yet it feels important... ]</small I hope it wasn't too disappointing. To learn I don't really have experience, I mean.
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[He pauses.
'I'd miss you even if we were living together,' is what he thinks of saying. Instead, he only says:] I think I'd miss you if we met every day.
[He releases a small sound of surprise. Was Kaveh feeling guilty for not having experience? Was he ashamed? He had only reacted favorably when he finally confessed to him, so Alhaitham shakes his head until he remembers that Kaveh can't hear or see him.]
It wasn't disappointing at all. I believe that I'd rather not have the experience I do have. [Which was a lackluster and disappointing row of experiences, but ones that he dove into exactly as that: experiments.] I am happy that you find me trustworthy to let me know. And… [he clears his throat.] I'm glad you want to share the experience of learning about yourself with me.
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(Of course, it helps that the other man says what he says about missing him even if they saw each other every day, too. The more they talk, the more wanted and needed Kaveh feels...)
After a moment, though, his brows raise. It's not his place, but he wonders.. ]
Is it.. okay of me to ask why? Why you'd rather not have that experience, I mean. I would've thought it would be a good thing to know what you're doing. I.. I definitely appreciated it, for my part. [ He chuckles, and bites his lip shyly. ] It felt kinda like you were taking care of me. Even when you were punishing me.
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[He chuckles back, his voice leaning into something warm, while also teasing at the end.] And I was happy to take care of you and put you in your place.
[He hums to let Kaveh know that he's thinking.] I say I'd rather not have most of my experiences because they were just that: experiences. I wasn't very keen on the acts themselves, but watching and meeting you made me realize that most of what I did before was very lackluster in comparison.
I got some knowledge with them, though. [A shrug.] That I get to apply into practice with you. So, perhaps it's wrong of me to say it.
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[ If he was blushing before, he's really pink now, gaze flicking away from the camera in his embarrassment. What Euler says is so intimate and sweet, but also said in such a matter-of-fact way that it has him swallowing, squirming in his chair. ]
N-no, I don't think it's wrong of you to say it, if it's how you feel. But I um.. thank you. For thinking about it that way, too. I know it's kinda selfish of me but.. I like that you did.
[ Kaveh reaches up, fans his face a little. ]
Ah— I wanna kiss you for it. I'm looking forward to seeing you again even more now.
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[He chuckles, his eyes crinkling at the edges with fondness.] You look like you want to be held.
[It's said softly. So tenderly. Alhaitham is surprised something like that comes out of his own mouth. The things the man in the next room does to him...]
Why would it be selfish? I said I was happy learning with you.
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[ He pauses, biting his lip in thought. It's probably a little too desperate of him to say he liked it more than the sex, so... ]
It was almost as good as when you were fucking me.
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Oh? [He grins.] Does that mean I need to catch up with myself?
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Mm... what about the best of both worlds? I'll sit on your lap again next time.. as long as you keep me close, you can do whatever you want to me.
[ His voice is a purr, and his tongue darts over his lower lip as he thinks about it. ]
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[He's quick to reply, his voice lowering just enough to grind into some sort of rough grit. Once again, Kaveh shows up to be extremely compatible and falls into sync with his thoughts. It makes him feel less of a perv, and eases the guilt of being so attracted to him that he can't help himself.]
You felt so good on my lap. I think I'll keep you there.
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Yeah.. even if that's what you want, you can keep me there. I, mm.. I trust you, I know that even if you take me apart, you'll put me back together again— so it's okay if you want to, Euler.
[ A pause as his eyes flick over towards the door, and then Kaveh looks back at the camera. ]
You know.. my roommate said he would be wearing headphones this evening..
[ It's inappropriate, he knows. But isn't this part of what it means to be an adult, living with another adult? ]
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But the mention of Pharos' roommate stops him in his tracks.] Are you afraid he'll hear or...?
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No... To the contrary, I think he won't. He told me if I needed him, I'd need to text.
[ He pauses meaningfully, tilting his head and leaning a little closer to the camera. ]
Meaning I'm all yours, Euler.
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[He grins, but it's short-lived. He only releases a whispered:] Baby…
Would you behave in my lap? I don't think you would. You were very naughty the other night.
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In response to the question, he pouts. ]
Of course I'll behave. I was only naughty because you were making it feel so good— but I can be good. [ A pause, as he shuffles closer. ] Let me prove it to you.
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[He's not moving his hands yet, though, since he's fixated on the image on the screen.] Show me?
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[ And here, he pauses, a momentary uncertainty on his features. He's just said he can do this right, so he wants to get it right, wants to make Euler all the more crazy, but— ]
Show you... me? Or how good I can be?
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I think I'm always seeing you regardless, right? I just want to see you.
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Okay... I'm gonna try something. I've never done this for anyone before, okay?
[ His sex toys are still packed, after all— so instead, he'll turn himself into the toy, so to speak. With his eyes on the camera, he runs his hands slowly over his own body, breath hitching as he brushes against the front of his pants before his fingers lift to the hem of his shirt, tugging at it slightly before lifting his arms to strip it off, slow and (he hopes) tantalizing. ]
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You're beautiful. [He rasps, leaning his head against the pillow.] I still remember how good your skin felt. How good it tasted.
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[ His voice is a whisper as he looks at the camera— it's a good thing he spent so much money on a good microphone when he first started streaming, because every breath is picked up, even from this distance. The whispers in answer, the soft hitch as his fingers brush over his own nipples as he drags the shirt off, tossing it aside onto the floor. ]
What would you do, Euler? If you were here right now?
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It's the only thing he has felt like doing. So much he's dreamed of it.] Until your lips are red. Until you're panting and clutching at me. I'd make your knees buckle.
And I'd keep you there. On your knees. To show you how hard I am already.
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I.. fuck. Euler, I..
[ He turns abruptly to the side, hands shaking as he tears open one of the boxes, digging into it and resurfacing with the toy he bought for their private chat, turning to show it to the camera. ]
Should I? I'll get on my knees for you—
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Tugging his pants and underwear so they're wrapped around his thighs, Alhaitham sighs when his erection springs free, already beading expectantly. Needing to be touched. Kaveh would probably lean in and suckle the precum with a smile, maybe flick his tongue over the slit.
His cock twitches.] Fuck.
Yeah, baby. Get on your knees. I want you to taste me.
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