sempiternals | 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕧𝕒𝕞𝕡𝕚𝕣𝕖𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕠𝕝𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕥𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕙

[ the kisses.. they're beautiful and lovely, jing yuan sinks into them without complaint and without hesitation. he should know better. they shouldn't be doing this, not when kaveh is out of his mind with bloodlust, not while jing yuan is still coming down off of the full moon - it's a terrible idea.

but he's wanted this for so long, he doesn't have the strength to deny himself, not when kaveh is kissing him like this, arching into him, so much beautiful skin now revealed. despite the fact that he just came, jing yuan can't get enough of him, wants more and more, his appetite for kaveh is insatiable. their shirts come off, and then it's skin on skin, alluring and irresistible, kaveh's hands moving over him feel remarkable, like heaven, and jing yuan shivers beneath the touch, his skin jumping wherever kaveh's fingers pass. ]

No. I'm good.

[ he says between kisses, and he means it. he's not feeling lightheaded, he's a strong, strapping alpha, with plenty more still left to give.

sinking down, jing yuan buries his face against kaveh's throat, kissing the soft skin there, his mouth sliding down the slope of his shoulder, sucking little marks and scraping with his fangs. his hands move over kaveh's ribs as his hips settle between the vampire's legs, their cocks grinding together, his own barely recovered yet already filling again. ]

Take what you need.

[ Jing Yuan tells him to take what he needs, but at the same time his mouth is pressed into the skin of Kaveh's throat, pressing kisses and leaving small marks behind. It means that right now, Kaveh can't bite again the way he wants to— but he can't complain either, sates himself temporarily by sucking at the smudge of the other's blood left on his thumb, groaning lowly at the taste as he inhales, breathes him in, enjoying the headiness of scents he's never picked up on the other before. ]

What I need right now is you.

[ The words fall off his lips before Kaveh even entirely realizes what he's said, fingers tangling tight in Jing Yuan's hair as his hips arch, rolling up against the werewolf's quickening arousal. He feels drunk, high on the other's blood, a sensation only stronger now that he's allowed himself a second taste, and with every second that passes between them like this the guilt fades into the background, worries about his selfishness forgotten fast. ]

I want you to fuck me again. [ He wants him, all of him, the sharp swell at his base that Jing Yuan denied him before. He can take it— ] The way you'd— the way wolves do.

[ And, in the height of his arousal and selfishness, he tugs Jing Yuan's face up to match his own once more, lowers his own head into the crook of the werewolf's neck and bites once again, bites deep knowing what it will do to the other man when he does. ]

[ what i need right now is you.

those words echo around in jing yuan's head, and he exhales softly, his heart fluttering up into his throat; those are words that he has wanted to hear for a long, long time. nevermind that kaveh is all but drunk on his blood, and surely doesn't mean them the same way that jing yuan would like for him to mean them..

.. but those next words are undeniably straightforward, and jing yuan chuckles softly. ]

Mm.. that I can do.

[ this is still incredibly foolish, he's well aware, but they're in it now, and neither of them have the wherewithal to stop this thing between them. they're aching for each other, unable to do anything but give in to this wild temptation, and jing yuan isn't strong enough to let it go, especially once kaveh's sharp fangs sink deep into his throat again. stars burst behind jing yuan's eyes, and he groans low and rough, his hips hitching forward. both hands snag kaveh's sleeping pants and shove, pushing them down over his thighs and helping him to kick them off and away.

he won't need stretching again, not after being so recently fucked, so it's quite easy for jing yuan to reach between them and seize his still slick cock, his free arm hooking beneath one of kaveh's knees to hike it up higher, opening him up. the head of his cock presses until kaveh's body yields, popping past his rim, and he pushes in deep, bottoming out fully in one smooth glide of his hips forward. ]

[ The sound of the other's chuckle settles in his chest, makes Kaveh's breath catch in a way he couldn't have anticipated. The barest hint of a smile finds his lips even as he drinks at the blood he's drawn from the other, lapping and sucking alternately at a slower pace than before— Jing Yuan is still quite strong, but he knows how quickly someone can lose that strength, and he doesn't want to risk overdoing it.

A very real danger for a vampire who hasn't eaten in weeks, especially when the food tastes so good.

Ozone-scented blood lingers on his tongue, the blonde wriggling his legs to help them rid him of his sleeping pants, and then again to help Jing Yuan hike his knee up to stretch him open. He yields easily, and then coughs a gasp against the other's throat as he presses in from top to bottom, a single smooth thrust that has the vampire seeing stars.

Mm, fuck, and from what he knows of werewolf physiology, he wouldn't even be at his full size right now.

Another moan falls off his lips at the thought, and Kaveh drinks until his mouth is full of blood, pulling back and swiping the wounds shut before he swallows, his eyes glazed freshly over with lust, his hips rolling down against the other's as if to demand more; he's ready, he can take it, he needs it— ]

[ sweet gods, kaveh looks incredible like this, flushed hot and needful, his pretty, bloodied lips parted around every sharp gasp.

it would be a lie to say that jing yuan hasn't thought about this before, hasn't considered what kaveh would look like in the throes of pleasure. he's tried not to, and he's not proud of the fact that he has jerked off thinking of his soft lips and scarlet eyes (more than once), but the truth of the matter is that he has. he's thought about kaveh in his lap, thought about his soft mouth around his cock, thought about fucking him deep into this very mattress.

that it's real and happening now is.. mindblowing. but he can only focus on kaveh's expression for a brief moment before his own pleasure overtakes him, clawing its way up his back like a hungry lioness. sucking in a sharp breath, jing yuan moans roughly, his entire body tensing up as his hips snap downward, pinning kaveh to the bed with the not insignificant weight of his body.

jing yuan feels dizzy, and not entirely from blood loss. his head is spinning, his body aching for kaveh, his cock twitching sharply, spilling hot pre. the rhythm he establishes is not as slow as he would like for it to be, but it's certainly slower than their initial coupling had been. rather than frenzied fucking, jing yuan takes his time to push in deep and draw back out nearly entirely before filling kaveh again, feeling the grip of his body all along the length of his cock. ]

Fuck - Kaveh..

[ he whispers sharply, before diving in to kiss him again, his free hand fisting in soft blonde hair, still tousled from his sleep. ]

[ Something about it is different to anything he's ever experienced before. Jing Yuan's size, of course, is one thing, but it's not just that— there's something about the act itself, about the sound of his friend's voice making those sounds as he presses him into the mattress, about the look in his golden eyes as they search over Kaveh's face— something about it makes him ache in a way he's never ached before.

The werewolf starts to move, finding a slow and deep rhythm that has the vampire's eyes rolling back as he gasps and moans around the sensation, left almost empty before he's taken so fully again, and it's torment of the sweetest kind, his body craving the speed but also wanting the slightly slower sweetness of this.

And he may have never thought about it before, but that's something that will certainly change after this moment— never before has anyone filled him so well, never before has he needed someone as much as he needs right now,

and he wonders wildly if this is what it's like to fuck any werewolf, or if it's just Jing Yuan, with his strong hands and gentle voice, his addictive blood and his kind smile.

The kiss comes after a breath of his name, the sound of it on Jing Yuan's lips enough to send sparks of heat right to his cock. With a sigh, he returns it, moaning when a hand fists in his hair. ]

You can tug.

[ With his tongue tasting the other's mouth, he doesn't want to pull away to speak; he thinks words into Jing Yuan's head instead, only pausing for a moment before adding: ]

You can do anything, I trust you.

[ it's been a long time since jing yuan was last intimate with anyone. after losing dan feng and yingxing together so suddenly and brutally, he had thought that he would never properly heal, that he would never love anyone as much as he had loved them. for a century after their passing, the mere thought of sleeping with anyone else felt like a betrayal to them. he simply couldn't do it. many wolves find new mates if they lose their current ones, but some do not, and jing yuan had been resolved to the idea that he would be among them.

but time does indeed heal almost all wounds. he still thinks of them fondly, still misses them deeply, but they are gone, and he is here, and he knows full well that they would not want for him to flagellate himself over their deaths, that they wouldn't want him to deny himself love and pleasure over the intangible memories of them. three hundred years have passed, and jing yuan did eventually learn to allow himself slack, to allow himself the pleasure of taking others to his bed from time to time, but.. he had never fallen in love again.

not until kaveh. not until his brilliant smile filled up the old, aching wounds in jing yuan's heart and buoyed his spirit again. it had come naturally and easily, developing on its own like a sapling taking root in his heart, and growing into a beautiful flowering tree. but kaveh never felt the same, and that was all right. jing yuan was happy just to love him. now they're here, tangled together in thick lust, and jing yuan feels a thirst he cannot slake, every pump of his cock into kaveh's body like a bolt of lightning down his spine. the desire to knot him, to claim him entirely is nearly uncontrollable.

and then kaveh is speaking in his mind, driving him wild in a way that little else could. he's not unused to kaveh speaking this way, but somehow, in this moment, it feels far more intimate than it ever has, and while jing yuan does not possess the ability to answer, kaveh will nevertheless feel the way jing yuan's mind reacts, how it clutches to him. how it clings, its fevered heat burning. he does just as suggested, yanking kaveh's hair by the roots to expose his neck and shoulder, where jing yuan buries his face, tongue sliding along kaveh's pulse, sucking a dark mark there, his pace rising, the bed groaning beneath them as they fuck, harder and faster. ]

[ One thing Kaveh has never allowed himself to do is push into the thoughts of others to find their secrets. There are vampires who do, who use their mental powers to unearth the thoughts and feelings of everyone around them and use them to their advantage; it's never been him, not from the moment he figured out how to properly control the power he wields. He feels echoes, sometimes, whispers of particularly strong emotions or reactions, but that's it. Anything more and he'd certainly already know of the other's feelings, and of the depths of the tragedy of his past.

But he can certainly share his own thoughts, just as he can feel the heat of Jing Yuan's reaction to them. His hair is yanked, and the moan on his lips is dark and heated, his blood-awakened pulse thrumming hard in response to the sensation of the other plunging deep into him. His lips part, trembling around the words as he mindlessly demands more.

He reaches between them to take his own cock in hand, stroking in the same rhythm as the thrusts that rock his whole body, and his free hand moves to curl into Jing Yuan's hair in turn, holding him close as he bites and sucks and marks—

and Kaveh has to bite back the urge to beg for still more bites, to tell Jing Yuan to give him something to brag about, so instead he closes his eyes, groans into the dim of his room, panting and breathing and trying to find the right thing to say. ]

Harder, fuck me harder, I— fuck I'm close again—

[ that kaveh never probes his mind and heart is one of the many things that jing yuan loves about him. so many vampires can be so.. sneaky and invasive, manipulative, using anything and everything to keep the upper hand, but kaveh isn't like that. he respects jing yuan, respects his privacy, and has never probed any deeper than jing yuan has been comfortable with. it's admirable, to have a power that must be so tempting to use, but to never employ it, for the sake of others.

being let into kaveh's thoughts however, especially right now, is a wild, incredible experience - feeling his pleasure, his desire and need.. it only fuels jing yuan's libido, making him hunger for more and more.

harder, kaveh says, and jing yuan obliges, his abdomen flexing as he fucks him harder and faster, plunging brutally deep with every thrust of his hips. as he grows closer to the edge, jing yuan's knot swells slowly again, catching on kaveh's rim until every thrust gets more and more difficult to push in and pull out of, his body attempting to lock them together. this time, he won't pull out. kaveh wanted this, asked for this, and jing yuan wants to give it to him. ]

Gods, Kaveh, Kaveh, I'm gonna cum, baby, I can't - fuck -

[ this time, it's jing yuan who tumbles first. with a low, animal growl, jing yuan's ears pin back, his body shuddering as his hips jerk forward, the headboard slamming the wall. he spills, hot and copious into kaveh, filling him up completely with wave after wave of sticky spend, his knot catching at last, locking him inside as his cock twitches helplessly, pumping kaveh full. ]

[ When Jing Yuan makes that final, hard thrust into him, Kaveh distantly hears the headboard crack, a long splinter through its whole as it slams into the wall with the force of their lovemaking. He does not, however, really register what it means for that sound to have happened, his mind entirely too caught up on the way the werewolf called for him before he came, the way he sounded calling Kaveh baby—

(why does he like that so much?)

—and he all but howls with pleasure as the other's knot presses into him, finally locking the two of them together as the other's cum fills and fills and fills, leaving him breathlessly wailing as his own orgasm claims him in answer. He grabs Jing Yuan by the hair, pulling him harshly into a desperate, needy kiss as his own seed spills over his hand and abdomen, the blonde pumping himself a few more times to milk the last of it before he lets go.

He doesn't think he can talk just yet, his breath and voice little more than gasps and whimpers, so he lets his brain continue to do the work for him. ]

Will you call me baby again? [ Except his thoughts betray him and let that slip, leaving him laughing breathlessly against Jing Yuan's lips. ] Mm.. didn't mean to say that..

[ He meant it, though. ]

[ for the second time, kaveh comes for him, and jing yuan feels that incredible, delicious pulse of the vampire's body around his cock, massaging his full length, milking him for every last drop. it's almost too much, almost too intense, but jing yuan pushes through the storm of it, moaning low and deep as his hips twitch forward, pushing his knot deeper still. his body is on fire, his heart pounding against his ribs like an angry fist.

then kaveh's words drift through his mind again, and jing yuan gives a breathless laugh, soft and sweet, nudging their noses together. ]

I'll give you anything you want, baby.

[ he murmurs against kaveh's lips, his upper arms trembling with the effort of holding himself up. as much as he wants to rest against kaveh, he doesn't want to crush him, so jing yuan summons the last of his strength to roll them, pulling kaveh over top of him, their bodies still joined, still tied. both hands skim kaveh's back, and he tips his chin upward to meet his kisses, humming low and rough against kaveh's lips. ]

That was.. amazing. You're amazing.

[ A shudder of pure, unadulterated delight runs down Kaveh's spine when Jing Yuan tells him that, calls him "baby" again and says he'd give anything he wanted, when he rolls them over so that he doesn't need to collapse on him, allowing the blonde to rest against him and press kisses into his mouth from above.

To the praise, he can only shake his head, laugh soft and sweet against the other's mouth as a warm flush spreads over his cheeks, pleased by the words even if he doesn't believe them. ]

Mm, nothing compared to you. You just... I.. it's never felt this way for me before.

[ Deep words, perhaps deeper than Kaveh even realizes he's speaking right now, fucked out and content as he is. He nuzzles his nose against Jing Yuan's, humming lowly to himself. ]

I really didn't take too much? I didn't realize how hungry I was.

[ He pauses, then, and has the grace to look ashamed as he breaks the kiss. ]

..Sorry.

[ deep words indeed, ones that surprise jing yuan to hear. his brows lift a little, and his heart skips - what is kaveh saying? he isn't sure, he doesn't know, he wants to know, but before he can ask kaveh is kissing him again, softer this time, sweet and lingering, and jing yuan melts into it, swallowing up his lover's laughter. ]

Mmm.. I'm glad it was good for you.

[ he murmurs after a moment, though when kaveh pulls back to apologize, looking sheepish, jing yuan sighs and shakes his head. ]

Sorry for drinking from me? Don't be. You should be sorry for starving yourself in the first place.

[ one hand lifts, and jing yuan sifts his fingers through kaveh's hair, his expression softening with concern. his voice drops to something quieter. ]

You can't keep doing this..

[ His lips part, an explanation on them— no, not sorry for drinking from him, sorry that he broke his promise yet again— but Jing Yuan is already talking more, and there's something like scolding in his voice but it's soft and concerned and Kaveh finds himself pressing his face into the other's shoulders to hide the emotion that no doubt lights it, making his feelings all too clear. ]

I know. [ His voice is muffled against the skin. ] I just hate it.

[ And he knows that Jing Yuan knows it already, knows that he hates drinking from people, hates tampering with their memories until all they remember is the sex, how he lives in fear that he'll make the same mistake his creator made in drinking too far and too deep— And he wouldn't let himself kill someone, so would he make the next mistake too and share his blood, create a childe whose very presence frightened him and wracked him with guilt? Would he flee, and leave that fledgling alone and scared, the same way—

He forces the thoughts out of his head, pressing in closer, letting his eyes close again, and when he speaks, it's to change the topic: ]

Werewolves are really big.

[ he is scolding, but it can't be helped, he cares for kaveh so deeply, so fully.. the idea of losing him to madness is terrifying. jing yuan has already lost too many who are precious to him, he cannot bring himself to allow kaveh to fall away from him, too. ]

Yes, we are. Please don't change the subject.

[ jing yuan sighs, his fingers slipping through kaveh's hair, free arm encircling his waist tightly. ]

I know you're afraid, Kaveh, but the more you starve yourself, the more likely the chance that you will do something you'll regret.

[ a starved vampire is a crazed vampire, more likely to accidentally kill, more likely to take too much. jing yuan holds him closely, and his words might be forward and stern, but his voice is soft. ]

Next time, just come to me.

[ His nose wrinkles as he's caught out changing the subject, a soft sigh on his lips as his eyes dart further away, as his face nuzzles in closer to the other's shoulder, not quite wanting to meet those serious gold and the care he knows they hold for him.

(But surely all he'd have to do is set one foot wrong and that care would disappear, would leave him alone again...)

He's not sure what he's going to say next, can't quite find the right words, but then Jing Yuan tells him, in that same soft voice, to come to him, and the vampire's eyes widen, Kaveh pushing himself a little more upright so he can look down at the other—

the movement though causes a jolt of pleasure where they're still tied together, and he groans instead of speaks, eyes closed and teeth pressing softly into his lip. ]

Mmn. Oh, fuck. Feels— sorry, not trying to change the subject, just... mm. Distracted.

Ah, careful..

[ kaveh isn't used to being knotted, it would seem, which bolsters jing yuan's pride a little. he's never fucked a werewolf, jing yuan was the first and only. it's foolish, he has no claim over kaveh, yet the idea still makes him happy. ]

We'll have to keep close for a little while longer.

[ how long the knot lasts is up to jing yuan's body, after all, it could be a few minutes, or the better part of an hour, and forcing it out would do damage to the both of them. still, the tug of kaveh's rim around his knot makes jing yuan's breath hitch, his hands sliding down to kaveh's hips, holding lightly. ]

Are you feeling better?

[ A hint of color lights across Kaveh's cheeks— another good sign that he's recently fed— as the other urges him to be careful, settles hands on his hips to keep him from moving too much even as his sharp ears catch the slight hitch of Jing Yuan's breath. He chews on his lower lip, nods as he smiles at the other. ]

Yeah... yeah, I am. Just... really horny.

[ The proof is in the way he's still half-hard against both of their abdomens despite having orgasmed twice already. ]

Drinking your blood right after a full moon might not be the best idea.

[ Or is it, his brain wonders, exactly the best kind of idea? He doesn't say as much though, just lowers his head back down to Jing Yuan's shoulder, resting against him in silence for a moment or two before he starts to speak again. ]

Anyway I was gonna say that I'm not just going to drink from you whenever I'm hungry. It would put you at risk.

[ the honest answer has him barking a laugh. ]

I see that. I suppose you're right..

[ drinking from him during or near to a full moon is likely to bring with it all of the things that come with it - aggression and need, the instinct to mate, everything that jing yuan needs to hide himself away for. it's a lot to deal with, jing yuan can still remember his first full moons, how difficult it was to contend with, how intense it felt, and kaveh is now getting a little taste of it.

when kaveh leans in close again, jing yuan's arms slip around him, holding loosely at his waist as he enjoys the warm weight of kaveh against his chest. his tail thumps against the bed, betraying him. ]

Kaveh. I mean no offense, but I can fight you off easily should you attempt to take too much. You wouldn't be putting me at risk.

[ Kaveh can't see Jing Yuan's tail, but the thump of it against the bed is obvious. It makes him smile, and where the other might see it as a betrayal of his feelings, the vampire just assumes it's to do with the general euphoria that comes in the afterglow of sex. He's content to lie there against him, even as the other explains that he'd be able to fight him off.

It's a statement that makes the blonde frown, peering up at him quietly for a moment or two. ]

But...

[ It terrifies him for some reason. He knows that Jing Yuan could fight him off, and yet at the same time there's a strange little niggling thought at the back of his head that wonders if he would— and he doesn't understand where that thought is coming from.

He sighs. There's no logic to the thought, so he can't just put it out there. Instead, he settles in a little closer, and shakes his head. ]

Okay, but wouldn't it also be inconvenient if it's like this every time I need to feed?

I think you're just trying to think of excuses not to allow it, Kaveh.

[ he says forwardly, but gently, his voice and expression both warm. one hand smooths through kaveh's hair, strong fingers filtering through it, and perhaps it's a bit too intimate a gesture for them when they're only fucked, and not agreed on anything more, but jing yuan can't help himself. kaveh is so easy to touch. ]

You won't take too much. You didn't this time, did you? Besides..

[ arching a brow, jing yuan glances downward, then back up, gesturing with his free hand. ]

.. was this inconvenient to you?

[ Maybe it's too intimate a gesture, but Kaveh finds himself relaxing into it, eyes fluttering contentedly closed. Locked together like this, with the other's hand filtering through his hair, recently fed and fucked, he feels like he could drift to sleep.

(Until a movement reminds him of how full he is, and how fucking good it feels.)

He frowns slightly at Jing Yuan's words. The truth is.. ]

N-no, it's not— ugh, how do I explain it..

[ His eyes open again, and he looks up at the other man once more. ]

It wasn't inconvenient. It felt— it feels— really good. I'm exhausted, but I feel like I could let you fuck me again and again right now. [ As if to emphasize the words, he rolls his hips against Jing Yuan's knot, humming softly at the pleasure he feels when he does. ] But I don't.. I guess... Is it really okay for this to become part of what's normal between us? You're my best friend, and being what we are it can already be complicated and...

[ He sighs. He knows he's starting to ramble. ]

You get what I mean.

[ jing yuan's smile is warm and slanted. ]

I understand what you're rambling on about, but I don't necessarily agree.

[ though the way kaveh rocks down against his cock and knot makes jing yuan twitch, hissing through his teeth, his grasp on kaveh's hip tightening up. careful now, kaveh, or you'll have him hard again before his knot can even finish going down. ]

Mm.. what's normal between us is up to us. This doesn't need to complicate anything if we don't want it to. [ nevermind how deeply, helplessly in love jing yuan is, but that's his own problem to deal with. ] Besides.. do you think it's possible to go back?

[ to be what they were before this? to forget that they had mindblowing sex, and never have it again? ]

"What's normal between us is up to us."

[ He repeats Jing Yuan's words with a thoughtful expression on his face even as the other man twitches and hisses below him, even as fingers tighten on his hip, and damn it's hot, makes him want to do it again— it's only that same thoughtfulness that makes him pause as he thinks it over.

The problem with what Jing Yuan says is that he's Kaveh, he's never had an uncomplicated relationship of any sort in his life or death...

but at the same time, it's true— how is he meant to go back from the best sex he's ever had?

He bites his lip, and shakes his head. ]

...I guess it's probably not.

[ But his expression is still troubled. ]

So... what does that mean for us, Yuan-xiong? I feed from you, we have sex sometimes.. there have to be rules, right?

[ oh he knows kaveh, knows him well enough to know how he overthinks everything, how he complicates things simply by existing, even if it's needless. but jing yuan has always been his gentle voice of reason, his anchor, keeping him still and calm when the waves of the sea of his mind begin to roil and storm. ]

That's exactly what it means, yes. I don't expect anything of you, Kaveh.

[ even if he wants it, wants it so badly that it makes his chest tighten up painfully, wants to keep kaveh for his own, to claim and mate him, to curl up beside him every night, and kiss him awake every morning. but he'll keep that information close to the vest. he must. ]

I won't hold you down. Things will be as they've always been, only with.. a few additions.

[ feeding, and sex. ]

If you have any ground rules you would like to lay, I'm listening.

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