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softer than rain, harder than pain | @dawnbreaked

[ Trusting him was a mistake.

It was easier when she was a free agent, not having to worry about anyone else, focusing only on what she needed, what her company needed, working on a professional and not personal level, keeping her distance from others and letting them keep their distance from her.

It was lonely, but it was easier.

As a free agent, for example, she never would have been pacing the kitchen of the Dawn Winery with clenched fists and burning eyes, trying not to just snap and break something while Diluc's staff tend to him behind closed doors, caring for him through an unconsciousness going on at least a few hours now. She wouldn't be trembling with the cold horror of her Vision's resonance, nor dealing with tears she's unable to hide, sparkling as they are like diamonds frosted to her eyelashes. It wouldn't have been her for whom Kaeya came running, grave anxiety written over his face, tears of his own evident in the redness of his eyes and cheeks despite his attempts to hide them; she wouldn't have even known this was happening—

Somehow the thought does nothing to ease her churning, angry stomach. Eula closes her eyes and cups a hand over her mouth, convinced for a moment she's going to vomit. The free hand waves away whatever staff member it is who's trying to comfort her— she doesn't know these people, not enough for this— before coming to rest on the counter in front of her. She can feel the anxiety trembling through her skin where it contacts the furniture.

I swear, Ragnvindr, she thinks, a tight hold on the counter as if that will somehow make it better, if you get through this I'm going to kill you myself.

...

He'd better get through this. ]

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[ There's a regret in his voice that sends a shudder of pleasure down Eula's spine... not so much the regret itself, but the fact that it's evident in his voice tells her how much he wants this too—

And of course she knows that already, knows that he wants her, but something about him nearly dying and then coming back at admit-yet-not-admit a deepness of feelings that she knows terrifies him as much as it does her... there's something coiling in her stomach, that same thing that has her panting against his mouth, that has her needing to fight every last urge she has to just seat herself in his lap and take him into her. Such an action would be too much of a temptation for him to move, to rip the stitches open that the others have spent so much time and care over while she paced in the kitchen, anxious and unsure.

She sighs against his mouth; like him, the battle is a losing one, even as her brain reminds her again and again that this isn't good for him.

Eula's eyes are dark with want when she pulls away, moving herself out of his reach just enough that he can't pull her back. ] You should lie down, Ragnvindr. [ Her voice is still rough and husky, and she's trying to sound serious and stern but her tongue darts involuntarily over her lips, and for a moment she wonders if he can read her intent in her eyes or if he's clueless. ] Sitting up like this makes it easier for you to open your wounds again.

[ Her heart is going a thousand miles an hour in her chest even from something as simple as watching him; even knowing that she shouldn't right now, she wants. ]

(The way this flame makes him ache is unbearable even as he tries to make himself resist at first. This isn't easy to ignore, a craving this intense from realization and admitting to himself that he loves her only seemed to unlock in him further depth in feelings that he still wasn't sure if he could tell her with ease even now that he came to terms with it to a degree.

Fearful but he did seem to be taking it as best as he can despite himself once she pulls away; his urge to just grab her near flaring by how he has to force his arms to stop which she might on one hand be delighted by to a degree to see it.

Her voice... gods, he always might finding himself wanting to hear more of her whether it be these moments or not between them though him saying it out loud would not be something meant for the ears of others.

Though seeing her eyes and how she licks her lips causes him to catch on enough where he would have missed the intent. His own gaze dark with want at noticing how fixated she is on him and his every movement once he shifts about to lay down for her without a word or complaint. The staff had taken care of undressing him enough and he did this time have his hair down from once they finished; more she'd likely be delighted by he muses to himself with his own fire filled eyes fixated on her.

He's wondering what her plans even is, he wants her so badly that he's all but positive that had they both decided to hold off he would not be able to in the end. It's almost ironic. His brain and every logical part of him is reminding him too that he shouldn't be doing this yet he wants; he wants to tell her with his body how much he wanted to see her or maybe how much he does love her while the words were so frightening to say themselves.)

[ She does indeed notice the way his arms tense as if to move toward her, along with realizing for the first time that his hair is down around his shoulders, a fact which escaped her in her earlier distress, and he's right in predicting that both things sit well with her; there's a hint of a smile that finds her lips in fact when the former occurs, even if she says nothing and tries instead to school her face back into that stoic expression. ]

You're not allowed to move. [ She says it in a soft voice, something gentler than before even as she tries to keep her tone stern to match her face; as she speaks, she reaches out, not for his face or even for him but for his pants, undoing them before working deftly to pull them down over his hips, catching his underwear in the same grip to take that too—

And her eyes widen as he springs free of the confines, not just hard but what looks to be achingly so, hard in the sort of way that makes her mouth dry and a pulse of heat throb between her legs, brings a soft gasp of pleasure to her lips as she fights once more against the urge to simply lower herself onto him.

Instead, she moves herself closer to him at a different angle, shifting so that she can hunch over him, her breath ghosting over the leaking tip of his arousal, eyes flicking up to his face to take in his expression as she speaks one last time before otherwise occupying her mouth: ]

I mean it. One movement, I stop this.

[ And then she lowers her mouth over him, taking him deep in one movement, eyes shutting against the reflex in her throat as she takes a moment to adjust, tongue fluttering, mouth swallowing in the effort. ]

(No movements allowed from him... he can manage that, he thinks, he isn't so terrible at restraint contrary to right now factoring in given he did bite down the urge to grab her. The sternness of her tone even if she is trying to tell him to not even dare think about it is another thing he idly thinks is attractive. Maybe something every now and then to consider? Though saying that now is not going to be on the table.

As soon as his trousers and briefs were tugged down, there's a degree of relief across his expression mixed into his hunger and want for her. The relief being purely because being trapped like that often times made his arousal ache further; idle thoughts aside he did at least have more of an idea on how things might go now. Given their current positions and somehow he doubts they'll stop at just this.)

... won't move then. (He'll give her the biggest part of his trust then, his body trusted to her. An honor Diluc did not give a single soul before prior to her; injured or not he trusts her to not reopen anything during her time taking control knowing that he can't necessarily do much as of now.

Whenever she breathes against his length, he near grinds his teeth at the sensation of it all, at least before she took him deep. The moment she did he finds himself clenching his teeth from the pleasure, the quick change as he forces his hands to keep hold of his sheets to ease any urge to move he may get. It's a better trade than near burning her or moving with how little he can hold back in the former case.

The latter is at least not being difficult, thankfully, it likely will change as it progresses but that is something he'll think of later. Not whenever he's groaning, not whenever he can barely think beyond his want for her currently and awareness of his own body.)

[ His agreement not to move forms a smile on her lips, but she doesn't speak further— she can't, really, with him almost hilted in her mouth, lips stretched around him to a near-aching point, throat still struggling to relax against the sudden incursion she herself brought on. She feels the sheets shift as his fingers take hold of them, a sure sign that she's started this the right way, and that he is following the rules she has laid down for this encounter.

It's enough to send a fresh jolt of pleasure between her legs, leaving Eula writhing for a moment against herself before she starts to move against him, her throat finally having found a degree of comfort that allows her to move without making herself sick, and there's a slow, wet drag as she lifts herself against his length before lowering once more, tongue dancing and swirling over skin.

The taste of him is enough to send a low moan of pleasure through her— the sound no doubt causing vibrations against the skin and heightening the pleasure for him. And where she's made him promise not to move, it's a rule she doesn't actually have to follow for herself, and so after a moment she shifts, curling her body enough that she can reach between her own legs, palming over her core through the material of her bodysuit even as her motions over Diluc continue. Her hips arch in a way his aren't allowed to, and she responds by speeding her movements a little— not against herself, but against him, another low moan sounding on her lips as she takes him totally to the hilt, swallowing a gag before she lifts again with a sharp gasp.

She'll make him lose himself like this as many times as she needs to, as many times as it takes to show him what words won't say. ]

(This isn't the first time exactly they've done this, this really isn't, but gods now he really regrets taking the hit the way he did. He can't say that this wasn't challenging but he can manage it just well enough; her tongue and movements working wonders against him already being sensitive there in addition to the throbbing from his want for her after bent to the fever pitch of his feelings for her.

One of his heat filled hands does in fact release the sheets as if to unknowingly on his part leave it open for her in the event her own touch isn't enough, but that doesn't stop him from clenching with the other as a reminder to not move. His head nearly went blank and that's putting it lightly. Normally he isn't this sensitive but there's something about all of it that makes it different, from the way he choked keeping his groans, his moans quiet partly because letting the staff find out or especially Adelinde what was happening is not something either of them needed.

Knowing her, not only would she get on to them but she would not let Diluc hear the end of it and rightfully so. He shouldn't be doing this and Eula shouldn't be encouraging it but that's nothing he's worried too much about; for now he's certain he's getting to the edge far too quickly than he did the first time.

Maybe he's that much more sensitive to her in his current state with the two of them choosing to speak through their bodies. To say things they can't say without speaking once she takes him to the hilt, Archons, he near cursed under his breath from it. It took everything to force his hips to stay still and he's all but positive he near is tearing his own sheets but somehow not at the same time.

If she's aiming to make him lose himself with her despite his injury, she's definitely succeeding, in both making him lose it and maybe in killing him with how sensitive he is to her ministrations.)

[ If she knew he was worrying about Adelinde hearing— although of course she can somewhat guess that that much is true— Eula might redouble her efforts in an attempt to make him louder, just so he does indeed get punished. Might, because in reality she wouldn't, not when she knows she really shouldn't be doing this herself. After all, despite her demand for him not to move, there's still a chance he fails to hold himself back, and then she will singlehandedly be responsible for making the issue worse. He should be resting, not gripping the sheets in a hungry desperation while his heat spikes, his arousal throbbing hungrily against the back of her throat.

Should be, and yet despite all of that, Eula can't help herself. He came so frighteningly close to being gone, gone without her saying the things she knows she needs to say (even if she can't find a way to bring them to her lips), so frighteningly close that now with the anger gone it's the least she can do to show him—

—and maybe in a small part hearing him choke back his moans of pleasure is a reminder in and of itself that he's okay, that he made it through and he's here with her.

She moans once more around him as she finds a smooth rhythm that takes him to the back of her throat each time, and with him trying for quiet, the obscene noises of the act echo in the room along with her sharp breaths through her nose, her occasional whimper as she rubs her hand and fingers against herself. And it's not enough, can't be enough when the fabric of her bodysuit protects her from the most intimate of touches— but her focus right now is on him, on the way she can feel his muscles tensing as her tongue drags along his length with each pull up, the way his arousal throbs on each plunge back down. ]

(It felt impossible, the sounds he just barely keeps down enough for her ears only, the way he's trying to keep a grip to not let himself move, the fact he's so desperately hungry for her that he doubts just once will be enough; it all is killing him even as he makes himself hold still. Hunger mixed in with his desire for her, his want of her and even the unsaid words that hover between them with each moment drawing him closer.

Closer into the edge that he's so near with each throb, the heat at a point if one might look closely it's almost as if he's breathing tiny sparks mixed into smoke from his resonance flaring by the sweat trailing along his body.

The feeling is enough to remind him that he's alive too. That she's there, she's not gone either even with what happened, that everything will be fine. He feels all of that is better than him being so stuck within himself that even Kaeya would grow worried about his current state due to unintentionally breaking that promise.

The heat soon enough swelters into his release as he falls, fast, unable to help himself in his desire, unable to help himself from simply craving more of her with the thoughts being left behind. As he thought, one time won't be enough with the release of feelings he tried to avoid building though he's not moving just as she wanted; giving her the control she wished for from his trust, every inch of him being hers to touch though he near thought she would have tied him down too.)

[ His peak comes a little faster than she might have otherwise thought, knowing him as she does, but his body warns her enough by itself that she's prepared, throat working into a swallow at the same moment as he releases so that his seed floods her mouth for just a moment before being drawn back. His taste coats her tongue as she drags it back up his length, a slow lick or two across the tip to draw the last beads of fluid before she finally pulls back with a gasp for air, head tilting back as her eyes finally open to seek his gaze.

Her mouth remains open as she sucks in breath after breath, eyes clouded and blown-out with her own lust even though her hand has stopped its movement against her own core for now, and she licks her lips as she watches him, knowing how she must look not just in action, but in the shameless, wanton expression on her face, the way her mouth is swollen and her cheeks pink. ]

...Well. [ It's about all she can really think enough to say right now, what with the throbbing between her own legs driving her mad, not to mention the pleasure of watching him freefall through his own afterglow. She wants to say much more, of course, but the words won't come regardless, so for now she just reaches up, brushes her fingers against his lips, a tender movement in sharp contrast to the way her tongue darts over the swollen lips once more. ]

(Really he didn't expect his peak to be this soon either, he'd have thought that he'd last a little longer but part of it could be in part due to him being more sensitive, more responsive to her. Even now it's apparent he's still hungry for her, still craving all of it in the way his heat filled eyes look at her knowing that he isn't allowed to move.

Her finger tips brushing up against his lips causes him to kiss into them, the heat of his lips strong still from this time the heat not fading as much as it did before. His body has gotten use to it more perhaps but there's still the fact he can't help it in the way she looks at him making him near shiver from want; gods, he can't talk either to her as much as he wants to but it's apparent that her actions is drawing more from him.

More heat, more desire.

It's going to be a miracle if he doesn't burn holes into his sheets throughout this potentially long night between them of keeping it down, of not alerting others that some things had boiled over between them both from their hearts to the point words fail them.)

[ Another tremble courses down her spine at the look in his eyes when his lips purse against her fingertips, at the heat in the movement and the way she sees his body suppressing a shudder of pleasure; despite his having just tipped over the edge she can see and feel that he's still filled with just as much want as she is, and it's enough to make her swallow hard against the dryness suddenly inhabiting her mouth despite the taste of him still filling it, another dart of her tongue over her lips.

Archons, she's forbidden him from moving, he shouldn't move, and yet the want she's feeling— the want it seems he's feeling too— is as heavy in the air as that first night in his Mondstadt abode, the hunger after days of yearning. She wants to give him more, and yet...

What else can she do exactly while he's like this? Even seating herself in his lap like she did that night would be too much for him right now, she's sure.

She sighs, her fingers dipping between the crease of his lips, a teasing incursion as her other hand flutters close to her own abdomen, the ache between her own legs not aided at all by her actions or by the way he looks at her. And when she speaks, her voice is soft, perhaps even with a hint of shyness at the edges as the words come bluntly: ]

What can I do for you, Ragnvindr? Do you... I can use my mouth again, or my hand.... I just don't want you to move.

Just... I trust you, take me however you want to, since it's you that I want... (His voice betrays him attempting to keep it from sounding raw with hunger and want. He really only wants her is what he's trying to say, it didn't matter how with this in the intensity of everything. It's a feeling that pushes past knowing he shouldn't be moving either. If she gets on top he'll force himself to stay still obediently to her earlier demand.

It's going to pain him how much he'd want to but he'll remind himself to not dare; she would be upset if he did it.

He wants more so he wants her to give him everything. He won't completely lose himself as long as she doesn't decide to break him into moving in the end even if they both knew he shouldn't be. This isn't something that he can ignore with the fact that he doesn't think just that will be enough either; the ache was like before with wanting inside of her but he'd understand if she avoids it despite that ache.

Even the way she teases him into kissing along her fingers again from his current position due to them dipping the way they did. Gods, she really is going to make him lose his mind and he just barely survived the Lector itself.

It's killing him to know that she equally wants too and that she's restraining herself that much for his sake.)

[ She watches him in silene for a moment, another tremble running down her spine in response to the raw hunger in his voice; she knows he wants the one thing she won't let herself do— the one thing she also wants with the same hunger and near desperation. There's another helpless stroke of her tongue along her lower lip, her eyes darkening in response to the kisses along her fingers. Archons... ]

Sit up again. [ It's said as abruptly as the decision appears in her mind, and Eula stands up from the bed, forcibly pulling herself away from him and raising her hands to her clothing instead, her focus shifting away from him as much as it can to focus on ridding herself of the many layers she wears. Although she should at least...

Her voice is softer as she adds: ] Carefully. And... leave some room for me.

[ She lets him work at that while she strips down, removing first her support strap and her jacket, then the bodysuit and her thin black panties before finally unstrapping the tall boots she wears, stepping out of them and letting everything puddle on the floor behind her. Only then does she move back to the bed, sitting herself next to him, her eyes soft— yet hungry— as they examine his face. ]

Still no moving.

[ The arm nearest to him stretches across him, forearm laid across his abdomen so that she can take him up in her hand, a slow cup around his still-flagging arousal; at the same time she reaches between her own legs with the other, fingers slipping between her folds to tease at the throbbing heat. She moves slow, not wanting to overwhelm him with sensations despite it being torment for her own body and its hunger for release, something he can no doubt see in the way her expression turns into something strained, a sharp breath between her lips as her head leans into his. ]

(Though he did as she instructed, with a manner of care in her 'demand' which she later mentions to do anyway. He knew that he still wouldn't be able to move but it didn't help very much like the first time he found himself unable to look away from her; he stares as he's always done without a second thought. The obvious attraction and thoughts of her still taking his breath away even now hovering there, he couldn't help himself in that regard either.

Diluc can truthfully say even now he'd never lose that feeling he gets from them both laid bare around one another whether it be after such moments of passion or not.

He did have a similar idea that he would have to wait, which is the intention, whenever he's healed he'll answer back with his own feelings and she can be certain of that too in the way that his own gaze softens even if he has his own hunger lacing every part of it in response to her. The heat filling his eyes and everything soft as ever toward her who he thinks now he yearns for deeply.

There's enough room as she wanted too before he near wonders if using his hand on her would count as moving too much. Likely would so he won't dare press that issue unless she chooses to take one of them instead once he finds himself hissing from pleasure again. The thoughts gone as quickly as they came between that and another kiss between them for now.

He'll count this as being enough of a second miracle that Adelinde is choosing to not come up to check on them.)

[ Admittedly, Eula hasn't even considered the idea that someone might come to check on them. It likely comes in part from the fact that deep down she knows she's being selfish with his time, that there might be others who want to check up on him, to make sure he's okay... It's knowledge she has, but pushes down, wanting to focus instead on him, on the fact he's here and next to her, breathing—

—and hissing as he takes her mouth with his, capturing her moan as her hips cant toward her hand, aching in pleasure and need.

(Because oh, does she need—)

Her return of his kiss is a little sloppier than it might otherwise be, distracted in the way she rubs and rolls her fingers over him, slowly coaxing his body into wanting as much as his mind and heart do, fingertips stroking over his slit before cupping and sliding down his length, slow, drawn-out pumps of her open fist— But distracted even more by the way her legs flutter in anticipation; the slow pace is too little for the hunger, and it's almost impossible at this point to keep her hand in steady rhythm with his, her hips arching, body aching and trying to force her to move her fingers faster, push them further in search of pleasure she won't give herself just yet. It has her keening into his mouth even as she returns the kiss as best as she can, as she pants and moans and trembles next to him.

(Would that he could touch her too, she thinks, but the stubborn worry holds him back from asking it aloud.) ]

(This isn't something he's thinking much of either now about others coming to check on him; instead he focuses his attention on her. There's a want to touch her too there, it's obvious in the way his hand near twitches from him attempting to remind himself she said he can't move. Would she mind if he did move his hand at most given he's certain she can feel the heat of it from their current position? And perhaps how it's twitching and easing as a reminder she hasn't taken it herself.

That thought aside, he's also reaching a point his own body is craving more finally too with the way he's starting to throb, to ache, and to just simply crave her further beyond the slow pace. Maybe it's why during the kiss he can't help but murmur:) ... did you... want to use my hand then instead...? (Stubborn worry seems to have gone out the window finally, traded with a desire to touch her instead of holding himself back as he tried to earlier.

It's impossible to ignore it in the need he has, if he can't take her the way they both did desire thanks to his injury for now then he'll give her his heat in any other manner she wishes. Truthfully he doubts at this point he'd have minded if she quite literally found other ways to take advantage of him being unable to move if anything catches her fancy.

... gods, Kaeya would be laughing right now at the thought of Diluc doing something that obscene like letting Eula sit on his face if she wanted to or anything else.

But that isn't the point of him wanting to let her do whatever she chooses with him whether he's injured or not when their heat and more becomes unbearable. He'll let her take as she wishes too to, it wouldn't be fair if it was simply only him taking in the end as is.)

N-No.

[ It's not true; she does want his hand, almost desperately so, especially with the heat she can feel from where it sits, the heat it's generating in response to Diluc's want; she knows he wants to do it just as much as she wants him to do it— And yet her words hold firm between their lips, even as her hips stutter in frustration against her own fingers. ]

Told... told you... mmn. [ It's hard to even finish a sentence. She swallows hard, parting from the kiss long enough to do so, her breath harsh against his lips as she tries again: ] Told you not to move. That... a-ah, that would be moving. So no...

[ She presses her lips against his again, perhaps an effort to prevent him from arguing against her on it, her movements continuing at a pace far too slow for her own liking, although as she feels him hardening under her touch once more she does allow herself to speed up just a little. ]

Is it... it's okay? Not too much too soon?

[ And then, without even a pause for breath, a gasped-out request, the idea striking her lips before it even settles in her mind: ]

Tell me what you would do. If... If I let you touch.

It's not... too soon. (What he would do then for her second question...? It's hard to think of it, the thought of touching her is there but he's certain on one thing about it even as he finds himself having small ideas about it between kisses. Between them both having to breathe; right as he parts his lips in response to it though it took a beat for him to gather his thoughts together just enough.)

... maybe... press the heat into you... slowly... first. Work it into you through my fingers... but not enough to burn. (He wants her to feel pleasure not like she's going to have somewhere that sensitive melting and on fire in a painful way. Though he's positive she'd kill him if he did burn her folds.

His resonance can always complicate things which is maybe why he idly wonders if he should mention the other thought that he knows Kaeya would in fact label him obscene about with his usual tone being all too cheerful about it. Even if he'd want to punch him for it, it's still something Diluc himself wants to potentially do if she wants it more.)

That or... if you wanted my tongue instead... (At the cost of them not being able to kiss for awhile because he'd put it to task on her in retaliation to being driven this insane from want. Like right now with how much he's hardening and gods is it starting to get unbearable in both forms.)

Mm, good... [ It's what Eula says out loud, even though her mind is singing praises of thanks to Barbatos, because she's simply not sure for how much longer she can continue at this pace without breaking; and so having him confirm his readiness for her changes her pace instantly, the hand wrapped around him starting to stroke faster, almost pumping more than stroking, no longer spending the time to slowly and teasingly explore but giving him everything.

And at the same time, she spreads her legs a little wider, two fingers pressing into her entrance in a hard and fast rhythm, just in time for Diluc to start answering her other request, talking about pressing the heat into her... about taking his tongue to her...

She curses against his mouth, hips canting against her fingers almost frantically at this point, her movements against him stuttering just slightly although after a moment she manages to gain her momentum back, matching her own rhythm as she gasps and moans. ]

Gods. Tell me... tell me what you'd do with your tongue, Ragnvindr. Please.

[ Forget his resonance, she's burning up all on her own, practically able to feel the heat of his fingers in her despite the reality of it being her own cool touch, stomach clenching and thighs trembling as she draws ever closer, breath ragged and helpless. ]

(At this point talking near feels impossible even as he tries to get the words together. How would he show her without going there... it's a thought he had until he remembers the way she tortured him before with running her own tongue across his lips. There's enough of an idea springing to mind that if words are going to fail him then maybe he can show her with that to a degree knowing the searing heat of his tongue in these moments.

Though he's grunting quietly against her lips, it isn't long before he starts to use some of his newfound thoughts to his advantage but not before trying to get out some manner of words:) ... it near... feels impossible to think, so I'll show you another way. (Would Kaeya be proud of him? Probably. Whenever he runs that searing tongue of his across her lips, tortuously slowly, he's teasing her just about first knowing the heat of it.

Knowing that she can't get enough of that heat either. It feels almost like as if despite injury he's growing confident enough to experiment or maybe use other methods to express his intentions for these things since he knows that normally he tends to go off her mood. Initiating this is going to be a first since originally it was her tongue coaxing his to act to begin with anyway; a fact which he's hoping he learned enough from.

Honestly Diluc's more thankful that the experience he got from their time... dating? He guesses it's dating, was more than enough to learn from though some things like dirty talk are out of reach. Enough that Kaeya would laugh the two of them aren't use to it; maybe enough that Diluc would pour more mint berry down his throat.)

Edited (I NEED TO STOP DOING THIS WHILE WAKING UP.) 2023-01-22 17:02 (UTC)

[ He'll... show her? Doesn't that mean he's going to move? She's meant to stop, to pull away if he tries to do that, and yet she... she can't stopm not like this, not when she's getting so close, when—

The conflicted thoughts are silenced by the slow, torturous stroke of his tongue over her mouth, mimicking the way he might explore between her legs, and Eula lets out a helpless cry, the movement of her fingers moving in a sudden staccato as the wave of pleasure hits her, hips jerking up in a helpless, untimed motion, walls clenching and pulsing around the intrusion of her fingers. The pumping of her hand on his arousal stutters in much the same way, for a moment losing the rhythm until she steadies again, her breath coming in short and sharp gasps against his lips.

She's still... ]

Just, mm... just once, Ragnvindr?

[ She was trying for something teasing, but the words that come out of her mouth are pleading and helpless, shaking with the onslaught of her orgasm. The truth is, he's right— she can't get enough, not if the rocking of her hips against her own fingers is to be believed, her movements not slowing but actually speeding, keeping pace with her other hand pumping over Diluc's hardness, her mouth against his without seeking to kiss, wanting more of the teasing of his tongue. ]

Please...

(He's not going to move on top of her, thankfully, teasing her mouth like this is enough for him. She won't let him move so this is fine enough with how close he's getting to begin with; he can feel himself nearing the edge fast even now. His tongue soon enough once her mouth is back against his with parted lips, with it teasingly brushing up against hers once given the chance after the last time she speaks. The heat of it being strong, searing in comparison, but keeping a slow rhythm in the way it brushes up against it, the way he's using that to make himself not dare think of moving.

It's hard to focus knowing that he's on his way to his peak but he has to give her this much; he wants her to know what he'd do if he could since he doubts the obscene act coming to mind would be a good idea to begin with knowing he is still injured and he's not certain is suddenly trapping his head between her thighs would help either. Part of why Diluc is deciding to not bring it up is thanks to that.

For now his moans are escaping him into her mouth since it works to make sure nobody could catch them, he thinks, since really he doubts Eula wants to be caught with him tongue deep in her mouth in the middle of them letting out emotions they've both long since avoided. To the point of it being a wonder that he can actually do these things without feeling some manner of repulsion.

Gods. He still remembers how he thought himself hopeless and this just reinforces the belief with him simply wanting to give her what he can knowing he can't move without hurting himself more.

To give her everything he can so that she knows he's still here with him feeling himself near borderline pulsating with how much he's holding back just to let her have that. All with the way he's using his tongue to tease her own, all with him giving her his heat like this.)

[ The slow teasing of his tongue along her mouth, mimicking what he would do between her legs if given the chance, makes her gasp and part her lips a little more to him, hips stuttering against her fingers as if somehow the feeling can be transferred in such a way, even if the slow teasing of it is so different, contrasting so sharply from the quick, near-frantic movements of her hands.

He's doing a good job of staying quiet, and she's trying too but not doing quite as well at this point— whether it's due to the fact that she's recovering from an orgasm or building up to another or perhaps some combination of both, the result is that her moans and gasps against his mouth are a little too loud for her to be okay with later on... even if right now she doesn't notice or care.

Right now, honestly, she doesn't notice or care about anything at all. Even the thoughts of how much she's changed are long gone from her head, clouded over as it is with desperation. ]

Ragn—vindr...

[ It's a helpless, shaky moan against his lips, Eula gasping out as she comes on her own fingers again, and this time her movements over his arousal are stalled for a few seconds, grip a little too tight around his base, forming a barrier of sorts as her fingers tense involuntarily, a curse on her lips after a moment before she loosens the grip— but does not yet start stroking him again. ]

S-sorry, just... just a second, I just need...

[ She doesn't even realize how she might have affected him, between the fingers still buried deep within her and the haze in her mind trying to find any leftover sanity to recover enough that she might continue.

(By the Archons, it doesn't help that the only thing on her mind is that when he does that to her for real, it's going to break her in two...) ]

... you don't... have to keep going if you want to rest... I can probably... (Probably get it back down even if the ache of it just hit him from being edged like this. Ironically another thing they may have just found out again without intentionally looking; gods, how much more is there they'll find? He's all but positive that it's going to result in them winding up at some point in some manner of compromised position if Kaeya decides to surprise visit during the act.

A thought which would annoy Diluc but right now he's not focused on that knowing that he's more worried about her current state from imagining the heat of his tongue due to his ministrations with just about entangling their tongues together. Admittedly the grip she did have before she loosened up did little to help the ache but not in a bad way.

If anything it pleases him that he has that much of an idea on how to get her imagination going for whenever he could.

For the time being however, he's certain that she'll be pleased to learn with this wiping him out he definitely will not be moving until her next visit. Unless she decides to talk Kaeya into covering for her for awhile to keep an eye on him in which case he wouldn't be fazed by that; really it'd sound about right knowing he shouldn't be moving much.

And his stubbornness can cause issues occasionally.)

Just... take your time, maybe when I heal enough...

[ Right now, Eula's brain is too frazzled to really get much of what's going on, at least to the extent of understanding that she's halted his orgasm right at the edge, much less why he would tell her it's okay if she needs to rest; the only thing on her mind right now is making them both feel good, showing him what her words can't say by sharing this with him, and so he's met with a small confused frown and a shake of her head.

She's silent for a few moments, unmoving except for the returned ministrations of her tongue with his, the soft panting against his lips, the involuntary jerking movements of her hips as they spasm through the last moments of her second release in mere minutes. Only then does she speak, her voice a whisper: ]

I'm fine.

[ And her hand starts moving again over him, a pumping motion at a speed quickly growing to match her movements from before; the other hand with its fingers still pressed into her moves too, slipping out from between her folds and raising between them, pulling back from his exploration of her mouth as without a moment's thought or hesitation she slips those same fingers between his lips, letting him taste her the way he would if his tongue was where she's been imagining it to be.

Involuntarily, she bites her lip, the sight of him sending a shiver of pleasure down her still-tingling spine. ]

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