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[The huff of one single laugh makes his chest rumble, and Alhaitham's fingers run through that beautiful hair he likes so much. As though Kaveh were sunlight himself, and he'd be forever inclined to worship it, if at least at a distance.

Things became so easy; slowly and surely, meaningful glances were exchanged, and hugs and shoulders were shared. Alhaitham's head easily found a resting space on Kaveh's lap as much as Kaveh's has found one in Alhaitham's chest. Alhaitham had been careful and meaningful, not wanting to take advantage of Kaveh's broken heart to steal his attention for himself, not wanting to nudge the raw wound open to reach for Kaveh's painful need. He'd stolen a few pecks on the crown of his head, forehead, and cheek. And he'd slowly ache for Kaveh's lips alone, but soon found them to find his own.

It has been all so natural. Like two sides of a colored glass. Transformative all the same.] Yes, we can. Let me guess: The one with the sparkles? Or the champagne one that's bubbly?

[ He rolls his eyes and huffs at the question, a little annoyed at how quickly Alhaitham has seen through him. It's true that where he went for lighter, less bothersome scents, he also went for more ostentatious styles, a way to enjoy the glitz of such an item in a different way, in his opinion. But it seems that the other man knows him too well, because those two are the exact two he had in mind.

And even now, he's thinking about how good Alhaitham's skin would look, glistening in sparkling water...

Another huff, and then he tilts his head in thought. ]

Let's do the sparkly one. Maybe after the baby is born we do the champagne one and also drink champagne. You know. Celebrating and all.

[ Even if, truthfully, he's not entirely sure he'll feel like celebrating after it's all said and done. Still, a good way to try to be positive. Right? ]

[And now Kaveh isn't crying anymore. No sniffling, no tears. Just him looking up at him with those crimson eyes, looking like he wants to start with a 'You—'.

He brushes the wetness on his cheeks away with a curl of his finger, and then pecks him on the tip of his cute nose.] Sounds good. I'll go get the towels. Get the bath running for us?

[ Indeed, Kaveh is no longer crying.

Unfortunately, it's not something that lasts for long. He smiles, and answers Alhaitham's peck with one of his own, pressed to the corner of the other's mouth, a nod as he goes about starting to get the bath running. While the water heats, he goes to get the sparkly bath bomb from his bag, putting it to the side so they can add it once the water is almost full.

Somewhere, between finding the right temperature (somewhere in the middle of his perfect and Alhaitham's perfect) and putting the plug into the tub, the tears start leaking from his eyes again. There's still no sniffling, no sobbing, just a steady trickle of slow tears, dropping occasionally as if to remind him of how exhausted he is.

He reaches up, wipes them away absently, not even fully realizing now that they're there now that he's focused on the bath, a low hum on his lips. ]

Are there any candles in there too? And do you want me to set my speaker up with some quiet music? Nothing loud, just something nice to cut out any outside noise.

[Alhaitham is on his way to bring the towels when he hears a knock on the door. Close to it, he asks who it is. Room service. Incredibly fast and efficient, something he appreciates, and therefore leaves a good tip for. He holds the tray with one towel on his shoulder and another on the crook of his elbow, walking over to the bathroom.] Sounds good. I think I saw two candles on the desk, and there are speakers in the room that can be connected to Bluetooth. Where should I leave the tray?

[ Kaveh looks up as Alhaithm re-enters the space, holding towels and the tray. There's a sudden, irresistible fondness that fills him, and without a word he reaches for the tray to put it on the bathroom counter, freeing Alhaitham's hands before stretching one arm out again, tugging him closer by the material of his shirt and catching his mouth in a soft, sweet kiss.

(Why? Because he wanted to. Because just looking at the other man makes his heart flutter.)

He hums, and then pulls away with a smile that spites the wetness on his cheeks, taking the towels from him too so he can hang them up. ]

I'll set the music up, then. Will you bring the candles? And matches, if you can find them.

[The kiss surprises him, the fabric of his shirt the first thing he realizes, the warmth of Kaveh's wettened lips on his own the last. His breath hitches a slight moment, and Alhaitham reaches to cradle the architect's face to dry the skin of his velvet cheeks.

When they part, Alhaitham nods, his eyes shaped of fondness. He leans in a steals the world's tiniest kiss from him.] Alright. I have a lighter, anyway.

[ There's a pause as Kaveh's head tilts, and he laughs. ]

How did I forget that? [ he wonders, fond, before he nudges Alhaitham with his hip. ]

Go. I want to get in the bath, and I won't do it without the candles.

[ A slight demand, eyes sparkling, before he goes about setting up the music for them. ]

[His heart does a somersault. Kaveh's laughter, finally. He missed it. The will to hug him tight surges within him so fast that he almost can't help himself. And yet, Alhaitham just steps back into the room to get the candles.]

Fine, fine.

[He does find matches. Branded with the hotel's insignia, classy and matching the candles' aesthetic. He decides to bring those because he knows Kaveh would appreciate anyway.

Once he sets them nearby, the water is already steaming the bathroom with a warm and comfortable dampness. Alhaitham decides to close the door to keep it from escaping, and decides to pour the wine onto two glasses as Kaveh prepares the bath.]

[ He smiles as Alhaitham pads out of the room, and then goes about continuing to set up the bath. He starts with some low music over the speakers, a playlist of smooth, peaceful music. Then, with the tub almost full, he drops the bath bomb into the tub, watching as it bursts and fills the water with a faint blue color and myriad sparkles that glimmer in the light. By the time, the other is back in the room and closing the door, filling the wine glasses, so Kaveh lights the candles and turns off the electric lights, plunging the room into a comfortable, flickering warm glow.

(The tears still flow, on and off, and yet despite them he somehow feels... okay, for reasons he can't entirely explain.) ]

The scent isn't too strong?

[ He glances at Alhaitham briefly, wanting to confirm before he condemns the other to what could be a long time spent in the tub together with a smell he can't stand. ]

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[He leans against Kaveh's back, peeking over his shoulder and looping his arm to bring him the glass of wine to try. Kaveh is the expert, after all, he should ensure the wine is up to standards.

Meanwhile, he breathes in the scent of the bath bomb that rises with the steam.] It's fine. It's not too potent.

[ The other's lack of disagreement to the smell makes Kaveh smile, proud of himself. He wanted something that Alhaitham wouldn't mind, and he succeeded—and he feels good about it, too. Still smiling, he accepts the glass, sipping from it with an approving hum before putting it down again. ]

The wine's wonderful, too. Everything is perfect.

[ It would probably be easier to undress himself and get into the bath, but instead he turns back to Alhaitham, leaning to kiss him softly instead, hands lifting to work at the buttons on his shirt one by one as he does. ]

[The wine is perfect, especially mingled with the taste of Kaveh's mouth. The flicker of the candlelight paints his irises with sunset, and he's smiling when they're kissing, sighing at the softness of it.

He does reciprocate just as tender, stroking Kaveh's jawline as he tips his head sideways just an increment further to brush their lips together again. Though he feels those dexterous fingers across his collarbone, down the center of his chest, pulling his shirt apart with the same lightness as those kisses.

Celestia, this man is going to kill him. Ever since Kaveh decided to pause things with Euler, Alhaitham hasn't really made that much of a move, caution still weighing heavy on both their shoulders while they kissed for longer, they held each other tighter, they whispered each other's names. It's been soft, careful, and everything Kaveh needs.

Yet he can't help the deep breath he takes when those fingers unlatch the first button resting against his stomach. Alhaitham nudges their mouths apart with a jut of his chin as they kiss, nuzzling Kaveh's cheek while he unbuttons his shirt, too.] No need to rush, we're supposed to relax.

[ Everything he needs is in everything Alhaitham does: the soft sigh on his mouth when their mouths join, the deep breath in response to an unfastened button, the reciprocation even as the younger man breaks the kiss to scold him—so tenderly that Kaveh's heart does something funny in his chest as he shakes his head. His gaze is hooded, molten with the reflection of candlelight even as he smiles, one hand lifting to brush silver-glinting strands of hair back from the other's face. ]

Not rushing, [ he whispers. ] Not once we get in the water, anyway. It's just that the temperature is perfect—half you, half me—so I want us to get in. After that we can take it as slow and steady as we like.

[ "It" being—well, Kaveh doesn't exactly know. But as their time the last few weeks has worn on, he's started to feel more and more like he would give this man everything, Euler or no Euler. Perhaps that's why he was hesitant on his own at first, grateful for Alhaitham's patience. And even now he knows he needs to be careful, when there are discussions to be had, things to be worked out.

But surely they can rest together in the heat of the bath, share wine and cheese and slow kisses until the decadence of it all has them tumble into bed, satiated from touches and kisses alone?

He sighs, and his fingers work on the last of Alhaitham's buttons, reaching to push his shirt off his shoulders. ]

Is it okay?

More than. [Shrugging the shirt off, he does the same to Kaveh while he presses a kiss to his cheek, to his jaw, to underneath his ear. Alhaitham reaches for one of Kaveh's wrists and plucks a hairband looped around it, reaching to bunch and tie his hair in a knot on the top of his head, removing the pins that would snag the locks carefully. As much as Alhaitham desires Kaveh, his own skin already heated from the affection, the touches, the sight and feel of Kaveh undressing right in front of him in the half-light, whispering earnest and beautiful, he knows he's doing the right thing by pacing himself, by not acting on his baser instincts, on the want that he knows is reciprocated, just untimely.

He unfastens Kaveh's belt, and yet, he can't help but swallow something tight in his throat.]

[ It's... perfect like this, Kaveh realizes. Kissing slow and sweet, undressing one another by candlelight without any of the rush or desperation... It's never felt rough with Alhaitham the way it has sometimes with Euler, and yet it's also never felt as tender as this, as tender and unhurried, like it could go in any direction, sexual or not, and he'd be alright with it.

He sighs in content, fingers drawing absent little images over the other's skin as his hair is both freed and tied, and when fingers find his belt, he drops his head to the other's shoulder, pressing soft kisses into the muscle. ]

Me too.

[ It's a whisper, a contented sigh, as Kaveh's hands reach for Alhaitham's waist as well, working his belt open in the same way. ]

[Tugging the belt away from Kaveh's slacks and rolling it up patiently is the one thing he can do to try and distract himself from those gorgeous, treacherous hands. Alhaitham can't help the reaction of his body when a candlelit Kaveh is being so sweet, so eager, so pliant for him, so he's trying his best to at least be considerate for the context itself.

Yet, he can't help but be a bit put off by the fact that, when he tugs Kaveh's trousers down his hips, there's no sign of Kaveh being aroused by all of this, while he's already half-hard. He'll tack it onto his own relative inexperience and health, and move on.

So he steals a kiss on his temple, quick and playful, instead.] Step out of these, please?

[ He hums in low content as Alhaitham moves to tug his trousers off, not really noticing the other's momentary disappointment but instead just nodding, stepping out of his own clothes at the other's request and then toeing them off to the side, unworried about them being left neatly in the same way that his belt has been wrapped.

For once, he's not aroused. He could be, it would be a very easy flick of a switch, but for once he's allowing himself to enjoy this for what it is, this moment between them that is so intimate without needing to be about sex. And so when his own hands flit over the other's waistband, belt undone, to push his trousers over his lips, he pauses with a bitten lip, a slight flush to his cheeks as he peeks up at Alhaitham again. ]

Hm? I thought you said there's "no need to rush"...

[Alhaitham's ears tinge a deep red, the highs of his cheeks already flushed with the warmth of the bathroom air, the golden hue of the candles. He shakes his head, bowing it slightly and tucking a strand of Kaveh's hair behind his ear.]

Don't mind that. [He clears his throat, finding it rough from the embarrassment and arousal alike.] It's just a natural reaction to having you so close.

[A tip of his head and another press of a kiss on Kaveh's forehead.] We don't have to do anything about it.

[ Kaveh bites his lip.

Oh, but Alhaitham, when he's embarrassed like this... he's cute, isn't he? His head tilts a little, pressing a kiss to the bottom of the other man's jaw. ]

Mm.. maybe I want you to feel good, though...

[ And he slots himself a little closer, letting his body come flush against the other man's. ]

I don't wanna ruin the bathwater so soon, so... what if I sit in the bath, and you sit on the edge of it for now, hmm?

[Yes.

Yes.

Kaveh pressed close against him, eager and pliant and willful, wanting to please Alhaitham as much as he wants to reciprocate. This is what he's wanted, and he could so easily kiss him again, deepen it slowly with a stroke of his tongue, the want coiling around both their ankles and bringing them down further, his thoughts flicking to the splash of water created by their bodies colliding in the tub, the roll of gooseskin across Kaveh's shoulders despite the heat of him around Alhaitham's cock—

He wraps his arms tight around those freckle-dusted shoulders, and breathes him in, sinking his nose into the crook of his neck, his half-erection throbbing against Kaveh's thigh.] I'd rather save it for when we're both less exhausted, if that's okay.

[But he does draw back, his deep breath stuttering as he's reeling his own thoughts in.] But… Could you kiss me?

[ He smiles, head lifting from where his face presses momentarily into the other's hair, watching the expressions play out over Alhaitham's face, watching him stutter over his own breath, struggling over his thoughts before he speaks. And he bites his lip and he nods, pressing in closer, eyes closed as he tries to will his own body not to respond to the throb of the other against his thigh. ]

Of course I could.

[ His voice is a whisper, and there's something unspoken in the way he looks at Alhaitham, his eyes sweet and fond, speaking truths his own heart doesn't even fully understand yet. And then his mouth slots across the other man's, his arms circling his waist tighter, holding him as the blonde seeks to taste him, sighing into his mouth.

The water, perfect though the temperature may be, can wait just a little longer. ]

[Alhaitham hums into their parted lips, eyes fluttering closed in bliss. He sighs, deeply, and in a foreign land, he truly feels like he arrived home. This is it. This is the blessing that his grandmother bestowed upon him, the moment of peace and safety in Kaveh's arms.

And if it isn't something to fight for, then nothing is.

He kisses him again, and again, suckling on Kaveh's lower lip like it's something sweet.

And then he smiles.] Thank you. [Tender, reverent. Utterly smitten.

And yet he still pats Kaveh's behind.] Now let's get in the bath.

[ For a few more moments, his eyes forget to leak. No matter how tired he is, wrapped up like this in Alhaitham's arms, he feels like he could handle anything that comes his way. Like there's nothing truly as bad as his mind would make it out to be. Like he can breathe. Everything is easy, like it's meant to be. There are no complications, no secrets—

Kaveh thinks he could stay like this forever.

He answers each of those kisses, a soft sound on his lips for each, and when they separate again, it's too soon.

Admittedly, the look he gives Alhaitham in the next moment though is something bordering on quizzical, even as he moves to obey, stepping one foot and then the other into the warmth of the bathtub. Why.. ]

You don't need to thank me. [ It's a whisper. ] I would kiss you any time you wanted.

And I can show you how thankful I am that you would, can't I? [He argues, fond, only for the sake of arguing, holding his hands to make sure Kaveh is steady and following him into the bathtub closely, watching the sparkles ripple over the surface of the water as their bodies sink into the warmth.

He sits on the tub, settling himself against the tub at his back and reaching out for Kaveh to sit between his thighs.] C'mere.

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