sempiternals | Hang up all my fragile thoughts

[The mixed undertones the apology carries have Alhaitham tilt his head, reflecting on the complexity of their relationship. The admission and the subsequent acknowledgment of his own supposed communication flaws elicit a wry smile from Alhaitham.]

Thank you, Kaveh, for your candor, [Alhaitham begins, his tone even but with a hint of dryness that matches the slight edge in Kaveh's apology.] Let’s just say your backhanded compliment about my communication skills hasn't gone unnoticed. But indeed, I accept your apology. We’ve both perhaps held misconceptions about each other. It's good to address these openly.

[Alhaitham then shifts slightly, considering the implications of Kaveh accepting the living arrangement under what might be pressing circumstances.] I must admit, I am somewhat surprised you accepted the offer, given our... complicated interactions in the past.

[ His jaw drops slightly, and his lips part; there's a moment where he almost snaps at Alhaitham in return, but he bites it back. Now is definitely not the time for that, no matter how much he might want to—

and besides, he probably deserved the comment. He wasn't exactly trying for a backhanded compliment, but it's come out that way regardless, so...

With a sigh, he drinks from his wine glass— a little too deeply to be considered a sip. ]

To be honest, you caught me at the best possible time for me to even consider it. I had literally just sent that email to my landlord, and I was looking homelessness dead in the eye. I'd spent a solid twenty minutes calculating [ —and sobbing in the midst of the worst panic attack he's had in years, but he's not about to say that— ] how much it would cost me to rent a storage unit to keep my furniture while I lived out of my office.

[ He takes a breath to steady himself. The last thing he needs is to have another breakdown about it, right here and now. ]

So I.. yeah.

Thanks.

[The gravity of Kaveh's situation is worse than he thought, as his circumstances seem downright precarious. How exactly did a famed Architect and scholar, well-loved professor, and skyrocketing streamer come to this? The revelation shifts something within Alhaitham, softening his earlier reserve as he truly understands the desperation that drove Kaveh to accept his offer. It wasn’t just a convenient solution; it was a necessary one.

He's not sure if he enjoys that. Even though it was circumstance that pushed Kaveh's hand, it was still forced.

... Then again. This can just be simple. It's a roof over Kaveh's head until he gets things back on track. Hopefully. He doesn't seem like the kind of person to splurge so wantonly.]

I see. I’m glad you found the offer timely, then. It sounds like it was quite a critical moment for you.

[Alhaitham pauses, considering how to proceed. The last thing he wants is for Kaveh to feel like a charity case, yet he also feels a responsibility to ensure Kaveh knows the offer is genuine and not borne out of mere convenience.

He sets his own wine glass down.] You’re welcome, Kaveh. I know we may have started on the wrong foot, but I am happy I could give you a solution on such short notice.

If there’s anything specific you need to make your move easier or more comfortable, let me know. As for the living arrangement, I’ll draft the paperwork and include the mutual trial period we discussed. We’ll make sure everything is laid out clearly, so there are no surprises.

[ It's weird, how he feels almost guilty when Alhaitham answers him, how he worries about possibly offending the other man with how desperate his move was. He can't help it, but he feels kind of bad nonetheless. It's not every day after all that you admit to someone that you're moving in with them only as a last resort.

He drains the glass, and sets it aside, and nods— the movement a little stiffer than he would like it to be.

Honestly, he's lucky that Alhaitham doesn't turn him away on the spot. ]

There's nothing I need. I'll probably just rent a trailer and make the trips myself; it'll be better than using a moving service, I think.

[ Well, not better. Cheaper, but he's not going to say that, lest Alhaitham do something crazy like offer to help pay for it, and leave him even more in his debt. ]

I guess the only question is.. when do I move? When the paperwork is done, obviously, but...

[ But he has approximately 10 days left in his current place. And he wants to talk to Euler about everything. And there's work to consider. And... ]

[Observing Kaveh closely, noting the stiff nod and how he quickly finishes his wine, he can feel the weight of Kaveh's concerns. They're palpable, his movements and expressions betraying a deeper turmoil than just the logistics of moving. It's clear that while the immediate crisis was addressed, the broader challenges of Kaveh's situation remain a heavy burden.]

I'd advise moving things in stages, if you have a lot. [He comments, though he tries to make sure that he's mostly talking in objective, practical terms, and that he's not adding the burden of his own concern onto Kaveh's multitude of worries.] As for the date, I'm relatively flexible. I can have the paperwork done by the end of tomorrow, and you could even move in then, but if you wish me to take longer so you need to get something done in the meantime, I'm alright with that.

[ Tomorrow. It's a relief he didn't know he needed, but it's there all the same. Being able to start moving as soon as the end of the day tomorrow means that he can move things gradually. A day of packing, and he can have all the incidentals out by the weekend, and then rent a trailer for the bigger things...

It should be easy enough, if he handles things like that... ]

That sounds. Really good. End of tomorrow, I mean. It would be useful to be able to start moving my stuff sooner rather than later.

[ Plus, he has enough put aside in savings to handle Alhaitham's rent in addition to Dori's for a week and change, so there's nothing to worry about there, either. ]

As long as it won't disturb you to have me doing it over several days.

[Alhaitham nods, processing Kaveh's response and planning the logistics in his mind already.] Not at all. The gradual move sounds like a sensible approach, and it should make the transition smoother for the both of us. I'll be in and out with work, so we should be able to coordinate our schedules to minimize any inconvenience.

[Alhaitham stands, walks over to a small cupboard at the entrance. The one where he had considered dropping Kaveh onto before deciding to take him to his bed instead. He ruffles through a drawer and comes back with a key.] This will be your key and fob, but I need to go downstairs to the reception and ensure it's working. I’ll prepare the tenancy agreement and have it ready for your review by tomorrow afternoon. Once you sign, you'll get the key and can begin moving your belongings as it suits you.

[ Kaveh nods, not really noticing the way his fingers twitch toward his empty glass as he chews on his lower lip. The next few days just got infinitely busier, and yet he knows all too well how important this is for him. He'll be somewhere stable, without the constant rent increases Dori likes to push on him...

He takes a deep, steadying breath. ]

Okay. That all sounds really good.

[ He's silent for a moment, and then busies his hands again by reaching into his pocket, resurfacing with his phone. ]

Here. I'll give you my number; it'll make it easier for us to coordinate. With the move, and past that, too.

[Alhaitham accepts Kaveh’s phone, inputting his number in return.] Absolutely, this will make coordination much smoother.

[He hands back the phone with a nod.] If anything comes up or if you need to discuss any details about the move or the agreement, you know where and how to find me. [A pause as they both move towards the door.] If I'm teaching I may take a while to answer. I don't usually look at my phone when I'm working.

[They say their goodbyes.

That's. Interesting for sure. He's not entirely sure why he feels antsy, but in a good way.

He supposes he's excited. As the door closes behind Kaveh, Alhaitham lingers for a moment by the entrance, his mind briefly replaying their interactions over the past few months. This new arrangement could mark the beginning of a more positive dynamic, an unexpected outcome given their rocky start.

He turns away, ready to finalize the tenancy agreement and ensure everything is for Kaveh’s arrival.

And he then remembers Pharos.

He should also look for another type of contract.]

[ The next few days go by in a blur. Kaveh takes a half day off work once the contract is signed, allowing him the time and freedom to pack his things. Downsizing from a one-bedroom place where he lives alone to a single bedroom in someone else's place is hard, and in the end he decides to rent a storage unit for a few months while he decides what to do with some of his furnishings. (Even with the unit, he's saving a lot of money this way, so he doesn't mind.) When the weekend comes he rents a trailer to handle the last of his things. The whole process is relatively painless.

He does, though, miss his ability to speak with Euler as often. He ends up putting up a short hiatus note on JustAdepti, explaining that he's moving houses and will need time to settle in. With Euler himself, he organizes a short private stream so he can give his number to the other, not willing to be out of contact for too long.

And it's nice. A few times during the whole process, when things get a little stressful or overwhelming, he texts the other, shares his feelings. Sometimes it's as simple as telling him I miss you. Something about it brings him comfort.

He's unpacking his things on the Monday after work when a different type of message comes through altogether, and Kaveh blanches.

My darling boy, it reads, I'm sorry I haven't had the chance to call you lately. I know you've been busy with your move, and well, I've been busy too. Remember last time we spoke that I said I'd been feeling tired? Well, it turns out that Frederic and I are pregnant! You're going to have a baby sister, Kaveh. She's due in about fourteen weeks, and...

He stops reading, and closes his phone.

Six months pregnant. His mom is six months pregnant, and she's only just thought to tell him.

He feels like he's going to be sick.

Instead, he staggers out of his room and onto the sofa, needing somewhere to sit in a room that isn't cluttered with half-unpacked boxes. His hands shake, phone clenched in them until his knuckles are white. He should do something— only he doesn't know what.

Why would she wait so long? Why would she not include him in any of this? She's left it so late that there's no way at all he can possibly travel to see her— she knows that his work is difficult without extended notice. Not for the first time, he's left with a horrible, sinking feeling that she's taken yet another step to writing him out of her life, and—

Kaveh's fingernails bite into his wrist hard enough to draw blood. ]

[Over the weekend, Alhaitham notes the influx of boxes and furniture into his previously spacious living quarters, adjusting to the changing environment with curiosity, even if he still feels some reservations about the whole thing. He’s mostly away, trying to give Kaveh space to move and settle in, but he checks in via text to make sure everything is going smoothly.

On his way home late Monday afternoon, Alhaitham stops by a small student-run fundraiser booth. They’re selling various trinkets to fund renovations for the student lounge. A small, stylized lion keychain catches his eye, its design both whimsical and bold. It reminds him of Kaveh—his streaming persona Pharos, and the courage and resilience he’s seen in Kaveh himself. He buys it, thinking it might be a small but meaningful housewarming gift or at least a token of goodwill.

As he unlocks the door to the apartment, the sound of silence greets him—an odd contrast to the weekend's flurry of activity, no matter how quiet Kaveh tries to be. Setting his keys on the counter, he notices a figure curled up on the sofa. Kaveh appears smaller somehow, folded into himself in a way that speaks of distress.]

Kaveh? [His voice is tentative as he approaches, setting down the small keychain on the coffee table before moving closer. Should he even get involved?

But then, there's no response. Alhaitham crouches in front of the sofa, observing Kaveh more closely. The younger man seems lost in some sort of turmoil, his phone clutched tightly in his hand as if it were a lifeline—or a source of pain. Alhaitham’s voice softens, a rare note of gentleness coloring his usually composed demeanor. He's seen this before, often. In students, usually. When everything seems to be too overwhelming. He always made sure to arrive late, no matter how punctual he always is.

The room feels smaller with the presence of Kaveh’s belongings, and now, his palpable distress. Alhaitham knows he’s not often the best at providing comfort, his interactions are typically marked by formality and distance. Yet, seeing Kaveh like this—so vulnerable and apparently in need—stirs a protective instinct he seldom indulges, and that he can't help.] Kaveh. [He insists, trying to make eye contact, to see past the barriers Kaveh might be putting up even now.]

[ At first, Kaveh doesn't even notice Alhaitham is there. Time has stretched and molded and morphed, and he doesn't know how long it's been— he hasn't finished reading the text he received, or the two others his mom sent when he "read" the first and didn't reply. Every last sense has been on fire for this entire time, agony and fear burning into him. When Alhaitham crouches in front of him, he'll see a glassy, far-away look in the blonde's eyes, something that without the quick, panicky breaths on his lips, might have him appearing to be frozen in time.

It's not the first call of his name he hears, but the second. His unfocused eyes shift, lips parting around a silent syllable as he looks through Alhaitham, then past him, then at him. ]

You're home, [ he says, a plain statement and yet somehow disbelieving, as if he's lost his grip on reality. He doesn't let go of his phone or move to unwind himself from the way he's curled in on himself. Nor do the fingers of his other hand unlatch from where they're digging into his wrist.

He blinks, and his lips tremble.

If Alhaitham is home, it means he isn't alone. And yet he still feels alone— After all, with how poorly he's acted in the past, it wouldn't be a surprise if the other just up and left him one day, would it? He would deserve it. And when even his own mother can't stand to be around him anymore...

The glass over his eyes shatters into twin tears that rush down his cheeks, fresh saltwater quick to fill the space left behind. ]

I don't wanna be alone anymore.

[The stark, raw emotion in Kaveh's voice pulls at Alhaitham in a way few things have. There's a clarity in this moment that all the formal boundaries and academic niceties can't obscure—the human need for connection, for reassurance, for simply not being alone. It shifts something fundamental in Alhaitham's approach, nudging aside his habitual reserve.

It's not the other way they relate, all need and want and flirtatious compliments, everything coated in molasses.

And yet, this is the most intimate he's been with Kaveh.

He reaches out slowly, giving Kaveh time to withdraw if he chooses, but his hand rests gently on Kaveh’s shoulder, offering a silent solidity. The gesture is simple yet laden with intent—to support, to anchor, to ground.]

You’re not. [His voice is soft but firm, trying to bridge the physical and emotional gap between them. Alhaitham is aware of the weight his words carry, especially in such a charged moment.

Seeing Kaveh so vulnerable, so utterly devoid of his usual bravado or even the basic shields people wear daily, Alhaitham feels a protective urge rise within him. It's an unfamiliar feeling in its intensity but one he recognizes as important. He’s seen his fair share of students in distress, yes, but this is different; this is personal, and it's happening in his living space, with someone who is rapidly becoming more than just a tenant. He's not just a viewer towards his streamer. Not a coworker.]

Look at me. Here. I’m here. [He offers, his tone encouraging but gentle. It’s an offer without pressure, an invitation for Kaveh to return to the moment here with him.]

[ Look at me, Alhaitham says, and Kaveh blinks once more, his eyes refocusing. He saw him before, yes, he noticed he was there. But for the first time when he looks at him now he really sees him. He's here, and the firmness in his voice, kind though it may be, makes him a rock for the older man to cling to. There's no hiding the way that Kaveh's eyes continue to overflow, or the way he starts to— almost imperceptibly— unwind just that little at the sensation of that hand on his shoulder.

And part of him wants to close his eyes, to shut everything out, but the desperation wins over, the need for something tangible, and perhaps it's visible in his gaze as his fingers unwind from his own wrist, leaving blooded crescents behind, to wrap around the hand on his shoulder, grasping tight as if afraid to let go. ]

You're here. [ It's a whisper, an acknowledgement as he nods, even as his breath trembles on his lips, as his heart hammers in his chest. If Alhaitham is here, now, it means that at least for this moment, Kaveh isn't alone.

He's only halfway through a steadying breath when his mind fights back, whispers horrible promises in his ears. The breath becomes a shaken gasp, and his eyes slide away again, fingers fluttering over Alhaitham's hand as he releases his grip in almost the moment he's formed it.

Because it's only for a moment, isn't it? How long will it take for Alhaitham to tire of him the way everyone else does?

How long will it take for Euler to tire of him the way everyone else does?

How long— ]

[Alhaitham notices the tremble in Kaveh’s grip, the hesitance as he releases his hand as quickly as he has sought it. The physical manifestation of Kaveh's inner turmoil is palpable, and Alhaitham feels compelled to offer something more, something to anchor him back to the present, away from the edge where fear and anxiety threaten to overwhelm him.

He reaches out again, this time placing his other hand firmly, yet gently, on Kaveh's other shoulder, securing a steadier, more encompassing hold. His voice lowers, a calm, steady presence in the quiet room.]

Kaveh, look at me again, please. I'm here. [He waits until Kaveh’s eyes meet his.] What color are my eyes?

[It’s a grounding technique he’s read about, used to bring someone back from the precipice of their anxiety, to focus on the here and now rather than the what-ifs of tomorrow or the regrets of yesterday. The question is simple, but it requires Kaveh to focus, to observe, and to really see him.]

[ It takes Kaveh longer this time, but once again, his eyes track back to Alhaitham's, his gaze settling on the other man's as he blinks and blinks again, as if struggling to see through the haze. What color are my eyes? the other man asks, and for the first time Kaveh truly looks at them,

and his heart does something strange in his chest because he knows that gaze, and if he weren't overwhelmed with his panic right now he might actually comprehend why.

He takes a deep breath and swallows hard against the panicked breaths still trying to escape his lungs. ]

Emerald. [ Another shaky inhale. ] Your eyes are like emeralds.

[ This time, when his bloodied fingers find Alhaitham's hand, they stay, curling around it in a loose hold. ]

You're not gonna leave, right?

[Emeralds.

He would feel complimented, if this weren't a difficult moment.

The intensity of it crystallizes as Kaveh's fingers close around his hand, holding on to a fragility that is as poignant as it is revealing. Alhaitham's response is instinctual, his fingers tightening reassuringly around Kaveh's, his other hand guiding the hand holding the phone so he can rest the back of it against the center of his chest.]

No, Kaveh, I'm not going to leave. [Still firm, but sincere. Hoping that it will convey stability, that no matter what, Kaveh will be okay.] I’m right here, and I’m staying. You’re not alone.

[He maintains eye contact, knowing the importance of being seen and believed in such moments, providing a safe harbor in the storm that Kaveh is weathering.] Breathe with me. Easy.

Okay.

[ His voice comes out as a shaky whisper, and while he doesn't release his grip on the phone even slightly, having his hand guided to rest against Alhaitham's chest offers a kind of comfort that he didn't know he needed. He can feel the other's heartbeat, sure and steady, and it helps just as much as the soft, firm cadence of his voice, as the sincere promises, grounding him little by little back into reality. ]

Okay, [ he says again. And he does, eyes dropping to the rise and fall of Alhaitham's chest so that he can mimic the motions, timing his breath along with the other man's. Breathing in, and then out, and then in once more. He's okay. He's not alone. He—

His eyes, still on Alhaitham's chest, catch sight of the phone in his hand, and his gaze wavers. His lip trembles. The hand on the other's tighten, and his eyes fly up to his face again as they fill with fresh tears. ]

Alhaitham—

[Kaveh utters his name like it's a lifeline. Vulnerable and pleading, anger and sadness and that unmistakable void of knowing not what to do, because there's nothing to do, that anyone can do. It all wraps around Alhaitham's heart, tugs at it until it chafes, tightens around it until it makes a mark. There's no alcohol this time, but there are tears to replace it. He seems to be always at the right (or wrong) time at the wrong (or right) place, to witness the depths of despair Kaveh can reach. And here they are again, with Alhaitham positioned as the anchor. The responsibility weighs heavily, yet it's a weight he's starting to accept. How could he not, when he's the one launching it into that abyss for Kaveh to cling to?]

Just keep breathing. [Alhaitham's voice is a soft command, firm yet filled with warmth. He gently removes the phone from Kaveh’s hand, setting it aside on the coffee table. The device seems to be a potential trigger for Kaveh's distress, and he wants it momentarily forgotten as Alhaitham seeks to refocus his attention. He shuffles to crouch just a bit closer and shifting his weight, for Kaveh not to stretch his arms so much, especially when Alhaitham guides that hand back up to the center of his chest, right below the green jewel he wears.]

Focus on me, right here. [He guides Kaveh's gaze back to his own with a slight inclination of his own head, encouraging eye contact to reinforce their connection.] There’s time to talk about everything else, but first, breathe. [He assures.] I’m not going anywhere, Kaveh. You know where to find me, how to find me. That hasn’t changed, and it won’t.

Alright. Should architecture reflect aesthetics or functionality, can you tell me? What's your stance on that debate? [The question might seem out of place, but Alhaitham’s intention is clear—to divert Kaveh’s thoughts from his immediate worries and engage his mind in a familiar territory. As he speaks, he deliberately takes a deep breath, inflating his chest visibly, then slowly exhaling, modeling the breathing he wants Kaveh to mimic.]

[ Keep breathing, Alhaitham tells him, and Kaveh nods, trying to do just that. There's a moment where the younger man takes the phone from him and a fresh bout of panic settles in Kaveh's chest, a scrabble— but then the other moves closer, guides his hand back to his chest, their gazes to meet, and the blonde huffs out a soft sigh, trying to focus as he's been asked.

And Alhaitham's words are so sure, the inherent promise so strong. He's not going anywhere. It won't change.

(How can he be so sure?)

His breath wells again, a fresh bout of panic, but then a question follows, soft and sure, and Kaveh looks up at him quietly, absorbing the words... and then breathing out another soft sigh as his brain tries to piece together the best answer, the one most true for him. ]

It... [ He swallows. He doesn't need to think— he knows this, doesn't he? His fingers close a little harder around Alhaitham's wrist, and he nods, even as his eyes well with his tears. ]

Architecture.. ideally, it should reflect both. From an aesthete's perspective, apartments for example are a bane on the profession. At their core, they're mass-produced copies made from the same mold, and there's little to no room for creativity. But from the standpoint of functionality, they're important. Trying to design an individual home for every person that lives in Sumeru, let alone all of Teyvat, would be disastrous.

[ His voice sounds dull and listless at first, but starts to pick up strength as he keeps talking, as his eyes stay fixed on Alhaitham's. ]

Even in an individual building, there has to be a balance. It's one thing to want water features and wall-to-wall glass viewing windows, but you have to remember to consider where the bathroom will fit, or how cold it will get in winter with one wall made entirely of glass. Consider the falling water house. The idea in essence is beautiful, but do you know how much mora has been spent on it over the years on structural upkeep? Building a house over a constantly-rushing body of water isn't exactly the most functional idea, as beautiful as the concept is—

[ He takes a breath, and a hint of color lifts in his cheeks as he realizes how he's been ranting. ]

I. Sorry. I..

[The fervor with which Kaveh speaks about architecture, the blend of aesthetics and functionality, strikes a chord in Alhaitham. There’s an undeniable passion there, a depth that goes beyond mere academic interest to something more personal, more vital. He listens, genuinely captivated by the blend of technical knowledge and personal insight, seeing this part of Kaveh that thrives on intellectual stimulation and creative expression.]

You're doing good. Don’t apologize. [Alhaitham interrupts gently, his voice encouraging as he sees the flush of embarrassment rise in Kaveh’s cheeks. He's seen the flush on those cheeks several times now, but now, he doesn't want it.] Your passion for your work—it’s enlightening. Breathe with me, again. Once, twice. Good.

[He guides Kaveh through another cycle of deep breaths, slow and steady, each inhale and exhale designed to center and calm. As he does so, Alhaitham shifts from a crouch to a kneel, settling more comfortably on the floor in front of Kaveh. This slight adjustment in posture also serves to level their gazes, reinforcing the connection between them as equals in this shared space.] Do I have any earrings on?

[A silly question, but another one to ground them both to the moment.]

Now, tell me, [Alhaitham continues, gently steering the conversation as he finds common ground in their academic interests,] what’s your stance on brutalism? Is it merely lazy, or is it misunderstood?

[ Another breath, and another. Once. Twice. Three times, more. Each one comes a little steadier than the last, until the shakiness of the panic is all but gone, at least for now.

The question that follows is silly, and Kaveh shoots him a quizzical look, the barest hint of a giggle forming on the edges of his lips. ] Of course you don't, [ he replies. ] You don't have your ears pierced.

[ How he knew that he doesn't know... but he also doesn't have the time to dwell on the fact that he knew it, because Alhaitham is continuing on to ask him about brutalism. Kaveh's lips purse, and his head tilts. ]

I don't think "lazy" is the right term. Given the message it was trying to convey, minimalism in the design was important. The idea after all was the peel away all the pretty little things that we might use to hide the ugly parts of a building or its flaws, and show it for what it truly is. It's like when a model makes a statement by going without makeup or Photoshop. That said... [ His lips purse again. How to explain it... ] I think it had its time and place. If someone were trying to design a brutalist building in today's day and age, I'd want to know what the purpose of their message was. The world's kind of... been there and done that. You know?

[The trace of a giggle, the slight quirk of the lips—these small signs of Kaveh easing back from the precipice are a quiet victory for Alhaitham, who finds a surprising satisfaction in having facilitated this shift. Kaveh's response about his lack of earrings, noted with such casual certainty, is oddly comforting, grounding in its own way.

Nodding through Kaveh's explanation, Alhaitham inclines his head.] That is a very compelling argument. [He says, his curiosity then getting the best of him.] Do you think architecture should reflect its social context?

[ It's a complicated question when his mind is so frazzled. Kaveh bites his lip, trying to think of how he's meant to answer. ]

Sometimes...

[ Falling quiet again, he shakes his head. ]

I'm sorry, I can't.. This question deserves a better answer than I can really give right now.

[ The admission has fresh tears welling in his eyes, and his gaze drops from Alhaitham's. He should be able to answer it. He should. Any other day he'd be able to, but right now he can't find the words he needs to explain himself. The victory was in Alhaitham's grasp, but— ]

I'm just.. my brain isn't.. I...

I'm sorry.

[He says, and it feels monumental. He's not sure if he's ever said this. He didn't even apologize for what they did that night, either.

Alhaitham shakes his head. It's not a big deal but it is a big deal. Alhaitham should have braced himself for such an answer and it all but speaks to his own lack of experience here. He didn't have much time to put these methodologies into practice.] It's alright. I promise we can discuss it later. I'm looking forward to what you have to say.

[Alhaitham holds onto Kaveh's hands.] I'm going to reach for something. I'm not going anywhere. [He warns, careful, quiet, before he moves them so he can lean back, reach to the coffee table behind him.

And then places the little lion on Kaveh's hands.] Here. For your keys.

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